Real life cuckold experience
Dont read this if your not interested in cuckold relationships because it will just waste your time
I think most stories you find online about cuckolding are embellished or made up. But I did experience a very real taste of cuckoldry once about half a decade ago and I still get turned on thinking about it to this day. So I thought I would share the story in its entirety to see what reaction I will get.
I met my 1st girlfriend online and it was love at 1st chat. It was only weeks before I flew out to see her and soon after live with her. The sex was great at 1st since the emotional connection was so strong. As time progressed are sex life became a mundane routine, not that it wasn’t enjoyable, but it was certainly lacking. During a casual conversation she told me about a guy friend of hers online who had the biggest cock she had ever seen. She held up her forearm and curled her fist at me to represent this manly specimen saying, “you should see him, he’s like this big.” I thought this was odd for my gf to be talking about another guys cock like that but being that it was my 1st relationship I decided not to give it much thought. I was aware I was on the smaller side of average around 4 ½ inches but felt as though I was getting the job done in the sac as much as the next guy. Increasingly through time, she would encourage me in oral sex, so much so that she bought strawberry flavored gel to cover her pussy with it. But I was not into the oral and she seemed rather bored during love making sessions in which I could only handle one or two positions without falling out. Then some words came out of her mouth that did make me concerned. While playing with my flaccid penis with two fingers she said, “you’re so little.” She paused and then corrected herself by saying, “but then you get so big.” But it was the way she said it, it was the way a woman would talk to an infant. Then she implemented the toys into the bedroom. I would use the toy on her and notice a major difference in her excitement and satisfaction. Then when I took a turn on her I realized how much smaller I was in comparison to the toy. She was also looking at my porn collection where the men were very well endowed and told me how much it turned her on. All these signs were that of a cuckold relationship but at that time nobody used the word cuckold. It would take a break in the relationship where I suggested we see other people that it truly took on a cuckold definition.
While apart she had told everyone what a small penis I had and even had a picture to prove it. It was a matter of a few weeks before she slept with a man who was not only rumored to have a 11 ½ inch penis but it was confirmed by a couple sources, one of which was a woman who slept with him. She made sure everyone knew how much she loved his cock and how many orgasms he gave her. One guy said to me that he could fill her up where I couldn’t right in front of the 2 of us. And she did nothing but watch the train wreck unfold. We got back together briefly but broke up soon after she showed another person a photo of my small erection after a fight. If I could go back in time I would pursue the relationship, understanding my roll as a cuckold. But at the time I was angry and bitter. Took years later for me to be turned on by it and now ultimately i seek out a cuckold relationship, which maybe only exists in my dreams now.
thoughts and opinions are appreciated