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I'm not gay but...

I have a frustrating problem. For a long time, I've loved anal play. I like to fuck myself with dildos and such, while watching porn or jerking off or whatever. I like to get bigger

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Old 09-24-2010   #1 (permalink)
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I'm not gay but...

I have a frustrating problem. For a long time, I've loved anal play. I like to fuck myself with dildos and such, while watching porn or jerking off or whatever. I like to get bigger and bigger things to stick in there hehe. I really really REALLY want someone to fuck me in the ass. I want a big cock and I want it hard and fast. My favorite fantasy is to get fucked hard while someone else sucks my cock until I cum, now THAT would be awesome! I also have this extreme desire to suck a cock and make it cum!

But here's the problem.....I don't like men =( I try to watch some gay porn, try to develop a taste for it but it doesn't turn me on.
I've gone on craigslist, theres so many gay ads I could easily reply to one and have sex with a man. I've even posted an ad and I get tons of responses. But I'm not attracted to men! I look through the ads and I just go "uhg!''. I can't respond to any of the emails i get from my add because I think that men are gross lol. Men are just ugly to me! Their butts are shaped ugly to me, I don't like men's faces, legs arms, everything. The only think I like is the cock, and even then I really only like mine. I still want to suck one and get fucked regardless I want to feel it not see it.

I don't know what to do, I look at the stupid ads on craigslist alll the time and I just can't do it, men are just gross to me. How the hell do I fulfill my fantasy?!!? I'm not attracted to the things that can give me what I want! I love women, I want sex with women the whole 9 yards, but I also want what I said above and women can't give it to me obviously.

I don't know what to do =(
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Old 09-24-2010   #2 (permalink)
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2 women with strap-ons? Would that do it for you?

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Old 09-24-2010   #3 (permalink)
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Where did you post on Craigslist? just m4m - try mw4m or post your own m4mw expressing what you desire.
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Old 09-24-2010   #4 (permalink)
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Maybe, but I don't think I could find 2 women to do that with. I've only ever told one girl that I liked it and she freaked out and thought I was gay and would cheat on her with a man. As if gay people have less self control than straight people or something stupid like that. I could cheat on her with a woman just as easily!
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Old 09-24-2010   #5 (permalink)
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Originally Posted by pablovian View Post
Where did you post on Craigslist? just m4m - try mw4m or post your own m4mw expressing what you desire.
Hmm, that's a good idea thanks man.
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Old 09-24-2010   #6 (permalink)
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I think you may have some internal conflicts to sort out that are getting in the way.

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Old 09-24-2010   #7 (permalink)
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Well you could always have 2 women, one using a strap on while the other blows you OR you could have one woman give you a bj and use a dildo on you at the same time.

I thought Craigs list was made to take down their personals section after the Craigs list killer?

I hate porn with a heavily made up, stripper shoe prancing, screaming fake woman that shows off her ass while talking to the camera man for fifteen minutes then gives a ten minute blow job, while gagging till she almost vomits with black make up smeared every where ending with cum in her eyes and a smile for the camera.
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Old 09-24-2010   #8 (permalink)
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Originally Posted by maxcok View Post
I think you may have some internal conflicts to sort out that are getting in the way.
Like what? I don't think I have any conflicts really. Its not like im a confused teenager saying "am I gay or not?! omg I don't know what I am!" I know exactly what I am and what I want. Its just a matter of how to get it...

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Well you could always have 2 women, one using a strap on while the other blows you OR you could have one woman give you a bj and use a dildo on you at the same time.

I thought Craigs list was made to take down their personals section after the Craigs list killer?
Nope the personals section is still up. I wish I could find two girls for that, but I can hardly find one girl to do anything with haha.
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Old 09-24-2010   #9 (permalink)
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Jokeln View Post
I have a frustrating problem. For a long time, I've loved anal play. I like to fuck myself with dildos and such, while watching porn or jerking off or whatever. I like to get bigger and bigger things to stick in there hehe. I really really REALLY want someone to fuck me in the ass. I want a big cock and I want it hard and fast. My favorite fantasy is to get fucked hard while someone else sucks my cock until I cum, now THAT would be awesome! I also have this extreme desire to suck a cock and make it cum!

But here's the problem.....I don't like men =( I try to watch some gay porn, try to develop a taste for it but it doesn't turn me on.
I've gone on craigslist, theres so many gay ads I could easily reply to one and have sex with a man. I've even posted an ad and I get tons of responses. But I'm not attracted to men! I look through the ads and I just go "uhg!''. I can't respond to any of the emails i get from my add because I think that men are gross lol. Men are just ugly to me! Their butts are shaped ugly to me, I don't like men's faces, legs arms, everything. The only think I like is the cock, and even then I really only like mine. I still want to suck one and get fucked regardless I want to feel it not see it.

I don't know what to do, I look at the stupid ads on craigslist alll the time and I just can't do it, men are just gross to me. How the hell do I fulfill my fantasy?!!? I'm not attracted to the things that can give me what I want! I love women, I want sex with women the whole 9 yards, but I also want what I said above and women can't give it to me obviously.

I don't know what to do =(
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I think you may have some internal conflicts to sort out that are getting in the way.
To the original poster, I have to agree with Max on this one. Even your original post, you fail to state that you want a woman to perform these acts. You say that you want someone-no gender specification, so it leads to believe that it's pretty open. As a gay male, I'm sexually bisexual. I can and do appreciate the female form, and there's nothing ugly about it. I'm not sure how you were raised, whether it was very religious or if you were sheltered- no matter what, judging from your other posts I would definitely say that you're not homophobic or ignorant, so that's wonderful! But whatever stigma you have, you have to let go of it. Post an ad stating that you're looking for a guy to hang out with and possibly mess around with- whatever happens, happens. Make a friendly connection and go from there- it could help alter your view of someone being attractive. That way if you do mess around with another guy, it's because of what's on the inside that you like, not the outside.

"The world is not a 'prison house,' but a kind of spiritual kindergarten where millions of bewildered infants are trying to spell 'God' with the wrong blocks." -Edwin Arlington Robinson

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If no other in the world be aware I sit content,
And if each and all be aware I sit content."
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Old 09-24-2010   #10 (permalink)
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To the original poster, I have to agree with Max on this one. Even your original post, you fail to state that you want a woman to perform these acts. You say that you want someone-no gender specification, so it leads to believe that it's pretty open. As a gay male, I'm sexually bisexual. I can and do appreciate the female form, and there's nothing ugly about it. I'm not sure how you were raised, whether it was very religious or if you were sheltered- no matter what, judging from your other posts I would definitely say that you're not homophobic or ignorant, so that's wonderful! But whatever stigma you have, you have to let go of it. Post an ad stating that you're looking for a guy to hang out with and possibly mess around with- whatever happens, happens. Make a friendly connection and go from there- it could help alter your view of someone being attractive. That way if you do mess around with another guy, it's because of what's on the inside that you like, not the outside.
I'm sorry but men are ugly lol. I have no stigma with gays. I really wish that I did find men attractive but I don't. It would make it alot easier for me to get what I want! I have sort of been with a man, I met a guy and I fucked him but it sucked and it was really hard to keep my dick hard. I'm just not attracted to men. I do want to be fucked by a man but I do not want to look at a man lol. I find men gross and ugly, that's just how it is. A woman with a strap on would be cool I guess but I don't think they could fuck as well as a real man could. I liked the idea of looking for a man and a woman, that way I can focus on her but still have a guy there to do the things I want.
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Old 09-24-2010   #11 (permalink)
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You could always join a fetish site so you are more likely to meet someone that understands what you want and wants the same thing.

I hate porn with a heavily made up, stripper shoe prancing, screaming fake woman that shows off her ass while talking to the camera man for fifteen minutes then gives a ten minute blow job, while gagging till she almost vomits with black make up smeared every where ending with cum in her eyes and a smile for the camera.
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Old 09-24-2010   #12 (permalink)
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A fetish site? Like eharmony but for wierdos like me? Hrmm
Edit: I don't really know any...any suggestions?
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Old 09-24-2010   #13 (permalink)
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Trans-sexuals.
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Old 09-24-2010   #14 (permalink)
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Jokeln View Post
A fetish site? Like eharmony but for wierdos like me? Hrmm
Edit: I don't really know any...any suggestions?
Maybe Alt.com? Fetlife? Somewhere you can type a description of what you are looking for.

I hate porn with a heavily made up, stripper shoe prancing, screaming fake woman that shows off her ass while talking to the camera man for fifteen minutes then gives a ten minute blow job, while gagging till she almost vomits with black make up smeared every where ending with cum in her eyes and a smile for the camera.
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Old 09-24-2010   #15 (permalink)
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Man, I know where you're coming from, but trust me, it's really your own head that is keeping you from acting on it. Check my earlier post:

http://www.lpsg.org/84694-the-questi...ml#post2892052

Have fun, stay safe & don't sweat too hard. It's all about what you find personally acceptable, and doesn't need to align with anyone else's standards (until you commit to them, of course).
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