Originally Posted by 4work
I am mostly str8 ( I'm married ,and I enjoy working with the female models more ) but sometimes it does excite me watching the guy get hard.
Right there with you man. Admittedly, my wife and I have had some crazy nights and I'm not going to lie, drugs have been involved, but what you're saying is how I feel.
I guess I've gone through the motions and am more comfortable with it now, so it's easier for me to say, fuck it, cocks are extremely sexy things. Combine that with the taboo of voyeurism and the thrill of getting away with a peek and that's a recipe for awkward horniness.
Embrace it, of you'll be miserable the rest of your life. And also, don't live by labels. I'm "straight" as hell as far as my romantic life choices go. I'm married to my best friend and the hottest woman I know, but there's nothing wrong with being into cock now and then.
By the way, your story is hot as hell. We all want your job.