Guilty for being a Size Queen??

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Thats how I feel like these days.

After around 10 years of Active and Healthy Sex life, I have started thinking quite a lot about Penis Size- looking for Big size Porn, registered to LPSG, reading Size Queen stories and even cartoons. I love to talk to Big Size Guys to know if the size queen they were with really loved it X folds. Similarly wanting to speak to size queen to know if it exactly makes so much difference.

Personally for me, its more a mental thing so far which is slowly becoming an addiction. I am yet to date with an enromously size guy.

I feel guilty for what I am heading to. I have been with guys who have loved and cared for me so much. It gets unusual for me to head for a well hung guy instead a loving, caring and a complete guy in all ways.

Have any of you felt like me? Should I continue with my new discovered fantasy or try to ignore the thoughts in my mind. Thanks a ton for your response in advance.

INDFEM

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Wow! I loved this!! And I completely agree with you!! Addiction is right! I am an addict, I should know! Everything I do seems to be to the extreme. But I do like getting older ...because of life experience ... And now looking back on all of it....I really turned away a lot of amazing guys ...because they just weren't "BIG ENOUGH" and that is just bullshit! But I appreciate where Life has brought me...and that is....to life! :)

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Why feel guilty? I get that you're conflicted about limiting your options, but the flip side would be settling for less than what'll make you happy, and that's no better. You like what you like. There's no shame in that.

You don't say how old you are, but maybe this is just a phase. I'm not saying you'll wake up one day and think smaller guys are awesome, but as time passes, how well-endowed a guy is may move down your priority list and be replaced with something else. I can pretty much assure you other things you find important now won't be one day, and things you don't think are a big deal now will become deal-breakers.

Huh? A big dicked man can't be loving and caring? I dont see the problem.

~An unashamed size queen

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You could get lucky and find Mr. Right with the perfect penis. It's a question of priorities, and you clearly don't understand yours yet. Having said that, you say you have had loving guys and you have rejected that, (lucky you), so just how much more important is penis size than anything else to you? I think you should find out for sure.

Personally, I wouldn't stay more than a coule of shags with a woman who prioritised penis size above anythng else. I don't like being objectified any more than my feminist friends.

As my Grandfather used to say, "If you are going to have a woman, why not have a beautiful one who wants to fuck you."

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Drifterwood - Agree on priority thing. Yet to have it clear. Just to clarify on the guys I had, I never rejected them for not being well hung, or even for anything to do with sexuality. It was more attributed to the general reasons for which people part ways and move on. Your suggestion helps though. Thanks.

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Sorry, I didn't mean to come across as bitchy about the other guys. I am a bit cynical about general outcomes even if you do the right thing. You are right to wonder that something could be better sexually, and you need to find out how important that is to you, for the sake of other people as much as yourself.


Then of course, it is near impossible to be objective. Let's say you find Mr. Big. How much are you falling for him for the cock and how much for the whole package?


We have had similar discussions on the board for years. Lots of people say that they can't separate sex from a relationship with the whole person. I can. There is maybe 10% of me that wants certain things sexually, but I wouldn't let that dictate my LTRs. What I am saying is that you should find out how you sit with similar questions of just penis size, and then be prepared that this may change at different times in your life.

As my Grandfather used to say, "If you are going to have a woman, why not have a beautiful one who wants to fuck you."

The OP has fetishized large cock. Because she views it from a porn perspective, she doesn't see hung men as being typical suitors. Just like guys will fuck porn looking women but they marry a plain Jane

OP, your perspective may change or it may not. Fetishes grow and evolve and there is nothing wrong with you feeling that way unless you end up doing something unsafe within your view of safety. Anyway many fun men love being objectified and have no problem if you tell them it is their size that turns you on

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In my personal experience I am seeing this more and more, and I am in my forties, so I remember when people didn't have internet porn.

True, but I haven't seen many serious long term relationships based upon this. I wonder if we are moving to more personal openness and acceptance that you may want/need somethings outside the main relationship.

As my Grandfather used to say, "If you are going to have a woman, why not have a beautiful one who wants to fuck you."

She isn't talking about a relationship here and relationships are not the goal for everyone. These ideas aren't new, being poly, into cuckolding, having a hotwife relationship, these have existed long before the Internet. There is a lot that people think is a new idea online but it is more like oh this is what people are into and there's a name for it, even resources for info on it- even happens to some of us that have certain preferences or fetishes and it

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Whatever. That wasn't really my point.

As my Grandfather used to say, "If you are going to have a woman, why not have a beautiful one who wants to fuck you."

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sizequeenNY- Correct !! For the Moment; I am not looking for a long term Relationship, or even companionship with a well hung guy. Its more a teeny weeny Desire. Something like meeting your Fav Rockstar, or Sportsman without the intent or wish of dating him. Probably to experinnce the high momentarily.

Driftwood- I would Blame the Porn's/Interent for my addiction. For me, It all started with Interacial porn. Slowly I was selective about porn with well hung male protagonist like mandingo, rocco, nacho, shane diesel etc etc. A few years back I got my eyes on some fisting, DV,DP websites. Some of my BF are equally responsible as they wanted to know my EX's stats and stuff like whats the biggest i have dated etc etc.

Just curious, what's your definition of enormously sized? You don't say whether you've been with hung guys or not. Have you? I'm just wondering if your fantasies are growing beyond (pun?) what is realistic.

As for a hung guy being loving, caring, etc. My wife tends to think I am.

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Guess I'm no fun. I'm not saying I hate hearing any comments, but being told that one thing is what turns her on would be a turn off.

I don't think that means what you think it means.

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She does say she has yet to date a hung man. So it doesn't sound like it.

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Indfem, you may find that the really large cock is more of a visual turn on, rather than a physical one. Some girls can handle the really well endowed better than others. I have certainly struggled a bit, if I'm not really ready or after not having sex with my large-cocked lover for a few days.

The only way to know for sure is to try it.