So, I have a fantasy that is giving me a headache;
A few months back one of my girlfriends had a date with my husband and I. She is deep sub, and I like her to join my husband and I in the bedroom sometimes because she does exactly what I say, and I never have to worry about her leaving my comfort zone. She doesn't try to kiss my man, doesn't hug him, hold him, tell her she loves him, or anything that would make me think she saw herself as more than my toy for the night. That is what I feel comfortable with, and it doesn't set off my jealousy. I don't let her masturbate him because for some reason that "is just different" and of course he doesn't fuck her or anyone other than me, but I do love to watch other people struggle while trying to suck him. It really really excites me.
Anyway, my fantasy lately has been that she has her hands tied behind her back, and she is totally gagging and spitting up on my husbands huge erection while trying her best to make him come. I have one hand pulling her hair tight behind her, so it doesn't get in the way of her sucking, but it also lets me control her face. I push two fingers from my other hand up her arse to feel her insides flex while she gags, and work them around to get her high from the feeling. I tell her that she is going to suck him all the way down, whether she thinks she can fit him or not; she is out of breath so she nods her head. I then tell her "open up, bitch!" while pushing my fingers deep in her arse. She opens up and saliva immediately runs down her tongue making a mess on my husbands strong thighs. I force her down onto his hard cock. It's huge, and the glans can't fit down her throat. She struggles, which turns me on. I push her again, and she vomits. I pull her face up, ready to insult her as an incompetent slut, and she gasps "I am sorry, ma'am, but he is too big for my throat. I would give him my arse, it will hurt me but at least I won't spit up this mess."
The problem enters here; I really get off on this fantasy, and sometimes I think I want to play it out. Yet, I think it pushes my limits of what I am willing to see my husband do with another woman. Sometimes in my fantasies I slap her strongly across the cheek when she offers her bottom to him. Other times I ask him to fuck her brutally. Both versions excite me terribly, but the version with him fucking her arse also kind of makes me sad and jealous. I am sure my friend wants him to fuck her, but she is too submissive to ever suggest it, which is why I like her to play with us. The thought of her struggling while I hold her cheeks apart for my man's thick penis is a turn on, but the emotional aftermath might be more than I can handle. I can be a real jealous maniac at times, but for some reason I love watching people suck him. As long as I control those skanky bitches
If you read all that and have any comments, thank you
I wanted to share one of my favourite fantasies, and also was hoping for some feedback.