Love could hurts
Posted 04-03-2012 at 08:45 AM by avg_shooter
I was not online in here long time ago. I made some changes in my life. Ive realised that Im not just attractadby women but also men attracts me. Especially one man. The one whom I mentioned in my last blog entry. I am in love. It is good but it is bad also. I had insecurities about myself and now I gained new kind of insecurities.
BUt right now I do not care. Im just letting things happen. Going with the flow. It is good.
Seems I cannot accept myself (I never was accepting myself) ... but trying to.
Every minute oof my life is about my feelings now. Its like getting drunk. And I know it is good now ..but there will be a wake up from that situation.
Makes me sad .... and I want to be honest with my lover.
I have started to loose weight ...lost already 26.5 pounds. in two weeks.
I cant integrate myself here in the community ..simply I cant fit in . Maybe I was knocking on wrong doors. I will never loose my insecurities about my size... And I think a big cock will always frighten me if I see it in a locker room. Makes me think I have the smallest in the world :(
Im freaky I know,.,
well thats what I wanted to tell to my blog.
BUt right now I do not care. Im just letting things happen. Going with the flow. It is good.
Seems I cannot accept myself (I never was accepting myself) ... but trying to.
Every minute oof my life is about my feelings now. Its like getting drunk. And I know it is good now ..but there will be a wake up from that situation.
Makes me sad .... and I want to be honest with my lover.
I have started to loose weight ...lost already 26.5 pounds. in two weeks.
I cant integrate myself here in the community ..simply I cant fit in . Maybe I was knocking on wrong doors. I will never loose my insecurities about my size... And I think a big cock will always frighten me if I see it in a locker room. Makes me think I have the smallest in the world :(
Im freaky I know,.,
well thats what I wanted to tell to my blog.
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