Okay, I'll admit it as a bottom, I'm fairly aggressive as a rule. I like to do for and to others, even when what I'm doing is commonly regarded as a passive act. (no I don't often get fucked within an inch of my life, generally, I'm doing my best to fuck myself with your dick.) I really enjoy when a partner is the aggressor with regards to physical affection (my GODS, I still get flashes of a particularly lovely cruising encounter), but feel fairly out of my element when someone is truly non-verbally...

When i was growing up, my mother had a potty mouth. I being the person I was at the time (quiet, shy, bookish and well and truly terrified of my mom in her worse moods) kept my ears peeled for my own safety.

Whenever any man in her life pissed her off, (or anything that wasn't a woman) she'd spit out a litany of cuss words, most prevalent among them "cocksucker" or often "cocksucking moutherfucker".

People had been telling Mom for years that I was...

So the Basement Bear is out of our home. Lord Lovely and I celebrated this fact with what started as a makeout session in the kitchen, then led downstairs to the basement for more and a serious attempt to get me to cum while he fucked me senseless. Didn't quite manage the handsfree thing before he needed to change positions, but I did cum all over his chest while riding astride. Getting him to cum his a marathon event unless I'm fucking him, and he's developed this paraphelia for my scent. So...

So much freaking waffling in my life. So many pleasant and not so pleasant distractions, so little time. Since May Signifigant other's wife has had us guesting her younger brother. She has instigated a "no nookie" ban in the house and a "no luvin" ban on myself in particular as she doesn't want said brother bearing tales to her other relatives. Now the "no nookie" thing lasted all of a week for me, since I find it hard to say no sex in general and her husband in...

Hot water pump in shower, Shift work 7:58-4:40 slacked off again as far as the Wii is concerned. Had a hard time sleeping last night because impacted tooth was acting up.

A few nights ago I had a brief snippet of a dream with someone I know from my time in kingman. It involved a party by a pool, at one point we were both in the pool and I swam beneath him and mischieveously licked his navel and one of his nipples. Afterwards he cornerred me against a wall, not touching me but looming...