Oh god, I have a date tomorrow...

So nervous, but I think that it will also be good for me...

Actually if I'm honest, this is my first ever date. lol... 25 and this is the first... Well better late than never...

Just trying to get over the fact that I'll be in public with someone. I'm not very good with wearing my sex on my sleeve. If I'm with a guy or a girl, as friends, I still feel like everyones looking and wondering if were together or just off to...

I was not online in here long time ago. I made some changes in my life. Ive realised that Im not just attractadby women but also men attracts me. Especially one man. The one whom I mentioned in my last blog entry. I am in love. It is good but it is bad also. I had insecurities about myself and now I gained new kind of insecurities.

BUt right now I do not care. Im just letting things happen. Going with the flow. It is good.
Seems I cannot accept myself (I never was accepting...