Hi guys,

Finally after a good six months delay or hesitation, I summoned the courage to use the Aneros prostate massager for the first time on June 3, almost a month ago. I had to get over my fears off inserting a device or "toy" up my rectum. That happened relatively easily. Since that Sunday, I have had several sessions with the Aneros, actually its newest model, the Helix Syn. But the session I had with the Aneros early morning appears that a breakthrough has been achieved....

The hardest question I faced in a long time, what to write in my first blog post? Will someone ever read it? Time will tell…
I'm kickaha, 26 years old, straight man, living in the southern part of Israel, I'm sure most people heard about Israel on the news, a small country in the Mediterranean region, almost all the countries around us would love to see us dead but we keep on living. The way I see it, they are firing missiles at my, and there is nothing I can do to stop that, so I might...

Quite a bit has happened since I last posted in March. First, I came out to two people, my 15 year old niece, and one of my best friends who happens to be gay. I just had to tell someone and I figured it should be the two people who I knew would be okay with it. I am working my way up to tell other friends and family but for right now, that's enough.
Now for the hardest part. On May 6th, my father lost his epic battle with pancreatic cancer. My mom, sister and I were by his bedside at home....