Junk
Posted 06-14-2012 at 05:48 PM by MuscleBoundMan
Being naked around other guys who just want to enjoy being natural has had a surprising side effect to me. I realized this weekend while hanging out naked that I am losing my aversion to seeing another dude's junk.
Obviously I've never hated seeing dick (even seeing guys with a hard-on). After all I like porn that has guys hard and fucking, in fact I love it. Lesbian porn is good but I love seeing huge guys with huge cocks pound away on a chick with huge tits. I watch a fair amount of gang bang porn which has multiple peckers hanging hard. I am not trying trying to overstate the obvious here. But I am just not one of those straight guys that has ever tried to claim that the sight of a big swinging sausage is going to burn my corneas out. I am a member here after all.
But even with the desire to check out other dudes in the locker room and zero issue with them looking at me, I have always felt an awkwardness beyond glancing at another guy's junk. There's no logic or rational just sort of a thing where I become uncomfortable and feel like I am crossing some line. Even sort of a grossed-out feeling but not like towards the guy or myself, maybe just the action itself? I admit I struggle to explain it, but I know I do it and always have done it.
However lately being totally naked for long periods of time around guys doing all kinds of activities is desensitizing me and the reaction is fading. I realized this past weekend that while my buddy and I were stocking a cooler with beer my face was at his crotch level for a good 10 minutes. And even though he is well endowed it did not register to me that my face was in such intimate proximity to him. In fact, I probably wouldn't have realized what had happened but once the beer was put away he made a joke about what I could do for him as long as i was down there. It was funny and surprising to me that I hadn't been uncomfortable through it. I hadn't even thought about it and I wasn't uncomfortable even after his comment.
So I am learning about myself and how a dude's junk is not something that I have to avert my eyes from or be concerned about coming in contact with in the normal course of doing things natural. It really is just a body part like the others.
Obviously I've never hated seeing dick (even seeing guys with a hard-on). After all I like porn that has guys hard and fucking, in fact I love it. Lesbian porn is good but I love seeing huge guys with huge cocks pound away on a chick with huge tits. I watch a fair amount of gang bang porn which has multiple peckers hanging hard. I am not trying trying to overstate the obvious here. But I am just not one of those straight guys that has ever tried to claim that the sight of a big swinging sausage is going to burn my corneas out. I am a member here after all.
But even with the desire to check out other dudes in the locker room and zero issue with them looking at me, I have always felt an awkwardness beyond glancing at another guy's junk. There's no logic or rational just sort of a thing where I become uncomfortable and feel like I am crossing some line. Even sort of a grossed-out feeling but not like towards the guy or myself, maybe just the action itself? I admit I struggle to explain it, but I know I do it and always have done it.
However lately being totally naked for long periods of time around guys doing all kinds of activities is desensitizing me and the reaction is fading. I realized this past weekend that while my buddy and I were stocking a cooler with beer my face was at his crotch level for a good 10 minutes. And even though he is well endowed it did not register to me that my face was in such intimate proximity to him. In fact, I probably wouldn't have realized what had happened but once the beer was put away he made a joke about what I could do for him as long as i was down there. It was funny and surprising to me that I hadn't been uncomfortable through it. I hadn't even thought about it and I wasn't uncomfortable even after his comment.
So I am learning about myself and how a dude's junk is not something that I have to avert my eyes from or be concerned about coming in contact with in the normal course of doing things natural. It really is just a body part like the others.
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Never had the chance to be totally naked with other guys, acquaintances or strangers, but just being on cam in chat has made me more accepting of myself in front of guys so to speak, and seeing other guys play. Average as I am, i find seeing large cocks stimulating, not so much as seeing them but imagining me being that person and being admired and "lust" over. LOL
for having such a tool.
You write well and am enjoying your blogs.Posted 06-14-2012 at 09:25 PM by Frnkd213
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Thanks, Bro. Today I have been thinking that maybe what's causing me to feel differently about myself is that in spite of what I have always thought was a complete lack of modesty on my part is actually just a desire to be completely open with other dudes. To put it out there and say here's my body with nothing to hide and ask who wants to do the same? I think maybe that's why dudes in the past and/or from other cultures were (or are) so much more open with their physical selves around other guys.
I know almost no one is ever completely honest with another person. But I know that I have always found it easier to do with women, especially my wife. She is always so understanding and supportive. I just don't fear judgement from her. And maybe I have always seen every other guy as someone who wouldn't understand or would just be critical. That's seems stupid because another dude should find it easier to understand - right?
I am beginning to understand that I have always held back with other men. And I am seeing that one of the reasons is that there has never been the same kind of physical openness with them. Breaking down the physical wall is makes me feel more comfortable being myself in every way.Posted 06-15-2012 at 12:03 PM by MuscleBoundMan - nicely said. I think you have a great perspective. You'ld be one i would enjoy chatting with.Posted 06-18-2012 at 07:42 PM by Frnkd213
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your blogs are pretty fuckin awesome, and you seem like such a cool guy. just thought id mention this. lolPosted 06-22-2012 at 03:10 PM by curiousJ -
I would agree with these posts, your writing is very engrossing and interesting as well, seem like the 'normal' activity for guys out for the weekend. I am thoroughly enjoying your writing and would like to chat sometime if you feel up to it.Posted 06-30-2012 at 03:33 PM by Clancy7
