I have always been a romantic, and I never really thought anything about it. Since I was very young I have been thinking about getting married lol. A few people have said its weird that I wan't to get married as much as I do "considering Im a guy". Is it weird?

My parents were divorced, and my home life was anything but perfect when I was young. I think part of me just wants to show my parents, and my family in general, that someone can get married and stay married. I'm...

This is kind of a follow up to my last blog.

My mom abused me and my siblings through our childhoods, when she wasnt to busy with her multiple boyfriends to care about us. She has used me my whole life. I had to take care of myself, my 2 sisters , and my little brother, because she didnt care about us. We went withought food, and my grandmother had to put clothes on us because she would rather blow all of her money on her boyfriends and cigerettes. My mother hit us, and cussed us out,...

I was talking to my mom the other day about something I cant even remeber, and I was looking through some old pictures of me from when I was a baby. I found one of me holding this huge trophy (I was about four in the pic) She said that told me that when I was younger I competed in male beauty pagents (cutie pagents as I call them). I thought she was joking at first but she wasn't. I asked her more about it and she said I did really well (I started when I was 2 and stopped doing it when I was 5 and...