First off, I appreciate any help and suggestions in advance regarding the issue I'm having.
I have been with plenty of women but for years I have fantasized about being with another man. A couple of months ago I decided to post an ad on Craigslist. I stated I was new to this and was looking for someone with experience. After weeding through the bad replies I received, I came across one that stood out. He was an older man, about 21 years older than me. We emailed back and forth for a few days until I finally decided I was ready to try this. I did all the necessary prep work and headed toward his house. At the last second, I backed out because I was so nervous to go through with it. This same thing has happened 2 more times since then. I know deep down I want to try this but how can I get passed all the nervous feelings and thoughts? How can I just say fuck it, and go for it. Please help.
I have been with plenty of women but for years I have fantasized about being with another man. A couple of months ago I decided to post an ad on Craigslist. I stated I was new to this and was looking for someone with experience. After weeding through the bad replies I received, I came across one that stood out. He was an older man, about 21 years older than me. We emailed back and forth for a few days until I finally decided I was ready to try this. I did all the necessary prep work and headed toward his house. At the last second, I backed out because I was so nervous to go through with it. This same thing has happened 2 more times since then. I know deep down I want to try this but how can I get passed all the nervous feelings and thoughts? How can I just say fuck it, and go for it. Please help.