If I may say so, your interests are a bit misplaced. First find a sincere, truthful, attentive, reliable, personable man that you enjoy being with. Then find out in person about his dick size...which by then (one would hope) would not be your be-all, end-all goal in life. (Or, alternatively, just hire a big-dicked "escort.") Penis size as a measure of the person is highly overrated...and not to be relied upon. And no, not all large-sized men are deceptive (I can truthfully say that I am not). All in all, they're just as varied as any other group of human beings.