D_Jared Padalicki
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Yeah, it was wrong to go back, to be honest, quite stupid to go in the same pattern again. Good luck
God, this is still going on? Jesus.
He isn't your boyfriend - fuck him and go home.
If he's holding out? Find someone else to fuck.
Don't play games.
I think what's happening here is this: this guy used to like you or at least treat you well as a friend. Then, he started to fuck you. Now, you've hinted that "he found God" at some points and stopped having sex. Clearly, he has a conflict between his religious beliefs and his penis. So, after having sex, his guilt (or confusion or whatever) overwhelms him and it interferes with his ability to treat you well. In other words, he takes out his guilt and regret for his sexual needs upon you, his fuck buddy. It is possible a discussion with him on this level may soften his post-coital reaction...but it may be too deep-seated to be easily resolved.
In the end, you should NEVER have to stay in any kind of relationship in which you are not treated with respect. It doesn't matter if it is between you and your doctor, you and a teacher, you and the grocery clerk...or you and your fuck buddy. No orgasm is worth that kind of treatment. If you can't resolve it, find another (or more than one!) fuck buddy. For women (and especially one who looks like you), it should be no problem satisfying that particular itch.