What do you think about when you masturbate?
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I have a very vivid imagination when masturbating. Right down to the emotions of my imaginary, or sometimes not, lover is feeling, what i'm feeling, if he moves a strand of hair in a certain way, if my eyes are closed, etc, etc...
I write a lot, so I think that's where it comes from.
Anyway, I won't go into my fantasies because most of them are extremely personal and mainly painful to think about...
But I can tell you that I had the most amazing (and slightly weird/creepy) dream this morning!
I dreamt that I was on the run with a best guy friend, trying to catch these people that had apparently stolen some child. I found out who it was, and actually had known the people previously somehow, so they took me as well. I got to a dark basement area, and they told me that I had to be killed. I knew that they would do it violently so I decided to ruin their "fun" of torturing me, so I took a piece of broken glass on the floor and stabbed myself in the stomach. The two that were in the room with me (a man, and a woman) saw me drop to the floor and thinking that I had no wish to live anymore, were now worried that I would actually die painfully and slow. They moved me to another room with a mattress on the top right corner. The girl stayed with me, until a few minutes later the man returned with a needle filled with drugs. He told me that instead of bleeding out to death he would let me instead overdose. (??? I know...this dream is nutty.) So I offered my arm out to him, and instead he told me 'no', and stabbed it into my temple. I started to hallucinate, and flashes of my old "life" flashed before my eyes, I felt like I was going crazy, and then suddenly I fell still. A new man, that I had once known well, came into the room. Apparently I loved him in my dream. I was crying when he entered, but not sobbing, just basically waiting to die. He lied down next to me, and just talked to me. I don't exactly remember the conversation, but it was comforting, and I kept thinking at certain moments I was dying, but I would always come back into conciousness. Finally, he asked me what he should do, and I asked him to just hold me. He wrapped his arms around my waste, and held me while I cried. Then I turned towards him to grab his waste, and when our eyes met we kissed. He made the most beautiful love to me, and kissed every tear off of my face. Then I woke up.
WEIRD. I know, but I woke up and masturbated to it, cause the feelings were so vivid and intense in my dream that I could still feel them when I was half-awake. Ever get that? Anyway...I'm totally not into romance, and corny shit like that, so that was weird for me.
I'm pretty sure that was just a giant waste of everyone's time, and slightly psychotic. Woops. Don't read that.
I write a lot, so I think that's where it comes from.
Anyway, I won't go into my fantasies because most of them are extremely personal and mainly painful to think about...
But I can tell you that I had the most amazing (and slightly weird/creepy) dream this morning!
I dreamt that I was on the run with a best guy friend, trying to catch these people that had apparently stolen some child. I found out who it was, and actually had known the people previously somehow, so they took me as well. I got to a dark basement area, and they told me that I had to be killed. I knew that they would do it violently so I decided to ruin their "fun" of torturing me, so I took a piece of broken glass on the floor and stabbed myself in the stomach. The two that were in the room with me (a man, and a woman) saw me drop to the floor and thinking that I had no wish to live anymore, were now worried that I would actually die painfully and slow. They moved me to another room with a mattress on the top right corner. The girl stayed with me, until a few minutes later the man returned with a needle filled with drugs. He told me that instead of bleeding out to death he would let me instead overdose. (??? I know...this dream is nutty.) So I offered my arm out to him, and instead he told me 'no', and stabbed it into my temple. I started to hallucinate, and flashes of my old "life" flashed before my eyes, I felt like I was going crazy, and then suddenly I fell still. A new man, that I had once known well, came into the room. Apparently I loved him in my dream. I was crying when he entered, but not sobbing, just basically waiting to die. He lied down next to me, and just talked to me. I don't exactly remember the conversation, but it was comforting, and I kept thinking at certain moments I was dying, but I would always come back into conciousness. Finally, he asked me what he should do, and I asked him to just hold me. He wrapped his arms around my waste, and held me while I cried. Then I turned towards him to grab his waste, and when our eyes met we kissed. He made the most beautiful love to me, and kissed every tear off of my face. Then I woke up.
WEIRD. I know, but I woke up and masturbated to it, cause the feelings were so vivid and intense in my dream that I could still feel them when I was half-awake. Ever get that? Anyway...I'm totally not into romance, and corny shit like that, so that was weird for me.
I'm pretty sure that was just a giant waste of everyone's time, and slightly psychotic. Woops. Don't read that.
There's probably not enough room to post all my fantasies but a few of my favourites are:
1) Office/board room scenarios. I love the idea of getting down to "business" during the day behind closed doors or underneath a desk.
2) Outdoors. Camping in a forest. Gliding together in the cool lake. Immersed in each other in front of the fire...
I've always wanted to find a secret spot in a botanical gardens and make it my own.
3) Johnny Depp. Gerard Butler. Ioan Gruffudd. Sometimes Viggo Mortensen thrown in for good measure.
4) Underneath the aurora borealis. Oh wait, i've done that. Does it still count?
1) Office/board room scenarios. I love the idea of getting down to "business" during the day behind closed doors or underneath a desk.
2) Outdoors. Camping in a forest. Gliding together in the cool lake. Immersed in each other in front of the fire...
I've always wanted to find a secret spot in a botanical gardens and make it my own.
3) Johnny Depp. Gerard Butler. Ioan Gruffudd. Sometimes Viggo Mortensen thrown in for good measure.
4) Underneath the aurora borealis. Oh wait, i've done that. Does it still count?
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I have a couple
1) is being spanked (which is better in real life)
2) playing with another lady
3) I'm not telling cause some fantasies should be kept secret
occasionally I will watch one of our movies out of our Porno collection that I bought for my husband.:biggrin1:
1) is being spanked (which is better in real life)
2) playing with another lady
3) I'm not telling cause some fantasies should be kept secret
occasionally I will watch one of our movies out of our Porno collection that I bought for my husband.:biggrin1:
Did I pay my mess fees and utility bills this month. Even disciplined minds do wander during sexual activity.
^^^^SO funny!
My favorite memory during solo endeavors:
Years ago I became friends again with an ex from school, who had been totally amazing in bed (I'm talking about continuous orgasms, here!). He became celibate, which was really frustrating for me since I was in between boyfriends.
One night, when we were watching a movie at his house, he fell asleep on the couch. The outline of his rather large cock was somewhat visible under his shorts, and was very distracting (I kept peeking at it). Anyway, he must have been dreaming about something erotic, because it became erect and came out of his shorts. I couldn't stand it anymore and impaled myself on it, while he was sleeping. He woke up pissed, but we had a very wild ride.
The sounds, the words, the feelings very pleasantly torment me when I'm alone. :veryhappy:
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I would have believed you sucked on it but fucked him while he was a asleep? bah
I fantasize about fucking Gina Carano lately in a grudge fuck scenario in which I eventually dominate.
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I have several, the first flames I get you will be slammed.
Mandingo doing me – I don’t watch porn but a black FWB showed me him mmmmmm
Being fucked while eating cum out of another girl
Rape scenarios with very well endowned guys.
Being gang-banged and each guy cumming inside of me.
The last is weird because I have never done it but:
Being fisted by a girl with a small hand and arm as deep as she could go.
Mandingo doing me – I don’t watch porn but a black FWB showed me him mmmmmm
Being fucked while eating cum out of another girl
Rape scenarios with very well endowned guys.
Being gang-banged and each guy cumming inside of me.
The last is weird because I have never done it but:
Being fisted by a girl with a small hand and arm as deep as she could go.
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Sometimes I fantasize about being with two bi guys. I lay on the bed with my legs wide open so the first guy can drive his big cock deep into me. When he is well in and going at me hard the other guy mounts him and starts to ass fuck him. As the second guy thrusts his cock up the other guys ass it pushes the first guy deeper and harder into me.
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It's funny because I fantasize about two bi women fucking each other in the ass while I do unspeakable things to their vaginas. Interesting about how that works.
He woke up right away. I would hope that a man would wake up if I was sucking him, too.
He woke up right away. I would hope that a man would wake up if I was sucking him, too.
don't worry, most people are slightly illiterate on this site. :biggrin1: (kidding, kidding.)
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