I figured out a long time ago that, at least in sexual matters, I am very submissive. This manifests itself in a number of ways, as I have learned over the years, but nothing is more intensely exciting to me than the image of being with a woman who craves huge cock and loves, as part of her dominant nature, to "force" me to observe this.
I first realized this by happenstance when I was in a relationship with an amazing woman about 6 years ago who was a "self-described "lifestyle domme." About a month into our relationship, on a weekend visit to her place I came across an opened box of "ultra magnum" condoms. My submissive curiousity taking hold, I asked her about them and she at first was reluctant to say too much for fear of intimidating me too much. (Despite what you may see depicted in BDSM porn-ville, domination doesn't always translate into mindless, theatrical brutality with some leather clad/whip wielding mistress. But, I digress...)
She mentioned that she had been in a long term relationship with a man who was equally dominant. The more she described this man and his attributes--tall, muscular, sexually insatiable and, most significantly, massively endowed--the more insanely excited I became as did she. She showed me pictures of him (which she admitted she still masturbated to) and pointed out the obvious difference in size between us. (My girlfriend was nearly six feet tall and slightly curvy. In one picture, she had her hand gripping his cock and her fingers didn't touch and the portion of his cock left exposed past her hand was larger than what her hand covered. Taking my 5" by 4" dick in her hand, she showed me just how much bigger his cock was than mine.)
From that time forward, the image of her with huge cocks was a permanent part of our sex life which couldn't have been more intense. Altough she and I parted ways, it remains a huge fantasy. I've been able to experience this with a couple of other women, but never to the same extent.
I'd love to hear if others have had similar experiences. I'd be particularly interested to hear from our well endowed members whether they have participated in any threesomes, etc. along these lines. After we parted, my girlfriend and I remained friends and she told me that she and her massively endowed boyfriend had an "encounter" where she related to him how he played a big part in our sexual relationship. She said that it excited him beyond anything she had ever seen with him and that throughout a weekend of sex, my smaller cock was a big part of their sexual commentary.
Best regards,
M