13 April 2020 (2)

Been looking at a blog from guys who like to be fucked by youngsters. I get that, but the fucking is not always what I look for and there's more to it anyway.

I enjoy the daddy role. There's quite a well-known pornstar at my gym with whom I chat. We don't refer to his porn work and he probably thinks I don't know about it. I'm married to a woman and don't present as gay. He's a giant of a guy, a rough diamond, but underneath a true boy in search of his dad. I'm pretty sure he wants me to put my arm round him and sometimes I long to - but there's no opportunity in the gym and anyway our relationships exists without that sort of expression. Maybe because sex is his work, this tension between us helps the relationship. He gets enough sex, but hasn't got a dad. I'm not looking for sex, but I would love for him to cuddle up with me on a sofa.

If we were to have sex, it might go either way. I would make love to him as any loving 'father' would make love to his 'son'. If he took the initiative, I would as his father enjoy this expression of my son's manhood and encourage him in any way I could.

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