The penis on my body and the pleasure it is capable of is not mine. I do not posses it. It is the property boyfriend/keyholder. I am just a slave to his pleasure. Wearing this cage makes me feel like an animal. It makes me feel like the real primal man. My cock locked with my testosterone and hormones pumping through me. I feel a sense of rawness, fearless in action. It feels like I am the man i am meant to be. My body loathing in its own urges, yearning for release. My work is my release. School is my release. The gym is my release. I trust this cage is turning me into the man im supposed to become. It is forcing me to channel energy into my work, into school, into the gym, and pleasing my man fully and completely. Being caged means to be in complete submission to my partner. The only thing that matters is if my boyfriend is receiving pleasure. It is not about myself, it is about ensuring that when he fucks me, I do whatever he says. Keeping quiet, staying completely still, and clenching and releasing my ass. The cage began as a punishment to moving. The only way he chooses to fuck me is while I am lying face down on my stomach with my legs together and my arms above my head, fingers interlocked. From there he weaves his arms into mine, and holds onto my hands that are laying atop my head, face straight down into the mattress. There I am forced to take and endure his penis, hand, and anything he chooses to put inside me. I must lay completely still and be quiet throughout the entire process. Only speaking when spoken to, and only moaning when asked. If I move or utter a peep he spanks me and has me repeat phrases like “I submit fully to you”, “I deserve to be treated like a slut and I love it”, “I am [bfs name]’s property”, “I exist to fulfill [bfs name] complete sexual pleasure”, or “I am nothing but a hole”. From then he fucks hard until he cums. If i disobey him throughout the process he turns me over onto my back with my arms under my butt, and sits on my face. From there he squeezes and turns on my nipples and clamps them. Then he holds my caged cock and balls in one hand, and hits them with his other. This is the only way I will learn and to improve. Enduring his pain and in complete submission. Full of cum, I am whole.