I downloaded grindr not that long ago because I was curious. I've never had any of my firsts and I kind of wanted to go slow. This older guy hit me up and we talked for a bit, I wasn't really sure what to expect. After a bit of talking it seemed like he was losing interest so I suggested talking a walk. I was pretty nervous but I told him it was just supposed to be a walk so I figured if anything I could just leave since he shouldn't have had aby expectations other then talking with each other. It was just a walk at first and then he asked if I wanted to kiss him, I guess I was staring at his lips when he got there. He leaned and started kissing me, making out with me really. It was my first time so I was kind of caught off guard but he seemed to enjoy it. We kissed and then kept walking and kissed a few more times. We sat down at some point and talked and talked before he had to go. I don't know what came over me but as I walked him back I asked to see his cock. We made out again and there was a lot more touching. I slipped my hand into his pants and he did the same. He made a comment about how wet I was. Just as I was about to undo his belt we saw someone coming down the trail. I pretty much groaned like a zombie and he led me to a spot off the trail just barely hidden. He undid his belt and took his cock out and I fell to my knees and started sucking. Which is very out of character for me but he just excited me. It was only for a minute because there was people around so be didn't get to finish. I've been pretty horny since then. I miss the feeling of his cock in my mouth. When I got home my grindr account was banned but we talk on snapchat. I don't know if I'm ready to meet again, I like talking to him but I'm also nervous since we barely know each other and I'm not prone to trusting so easily. He's cute and he's okay with letting me take my time, he flirts a lot and wants to see me more. I'm stuck between wanting to suck him off and wanting to ghost him. Anyways I just wanted to tell someone so. [If he sees this and knows it's about him I'd like to just say that I enjoyed having your cock in my mouth 
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