A girl beyond her years at 18

Note: I do not condone pedophilia or incest and none of my experiences which I speak of in any of my blogs which are non-explained have anything to do with these acts.

There are sexual acts however which I will not disclose of in my blogs, plainly because society frowns upon them even though the people involved are adults and are all consenting and the acts are in no way hurting anyone or anything.
Through out my life I have met both girls and guys who I have indulged in sexual pleasures which are best not spoken of as these pleasures are far out left field and are frowned upon by society. I give these a label as "unclean" acts due to society seeing them as proverbially "dirty".

One of these pleasures were experienced by me around the age of 18 as I was dating a female whom I'd previously attended high school with in a small country town. She lived with her single mum out on some property a little way out of town. This girl wasn't a model but wasn't at the end of the line when looks were handed out either. She had lovely long red hair and wore makeup like she'd been applying it proffessionally for years. This young woman who was my girlfriend at the time had beautifully painted mid length long nails always painted a dark cherry red. She matched her lipstick with her nails in the same shade of dark cherry red. As I had already been smoking for a number of years ( many children back in the 70's and 80's started smoking in their teens ), it was only natural that I'd be dating a smoker. This GF really knew how to hold and smoke a cigarette in a way which showed her mood in a beautifully wicked flirtatious way.

This girlfriend's mum had often spent nights away at other mens houses (leaving her at home by herself) as well as bringing different men back to stay the night. This girlfriend was quite mature for her age as well as being "street smart" which came with the territory she was bought up around. Although her life was shaped by a sexually charged home life and a broken family, she achieved great grades at school and was looking at studying marine biology at uni. I loved everything about her. I loved her brains, I loved her outlook on social issues, I loved her sexual openess and willingness to experiment sexually. I loved that she smoked with a very, very sexy smoking style which I'm sure she picked up from her mother.

This relationship was one of those relationships which we practiced a really great pleasurable "unclean" act. Well not so much me, but my GF, but we both received much pleasure from it. I received pleasure from watching and she received pleasure from the act.

I hadn't kept any secrets of my life leading up to our relationship. I explained to my GF about my experiences with the chef and how much I enjoyed it. I described myself to her as me being bisexual (back then you were either straight or gay. A lot of people didn't recognise bisexuality or any other sexual identity as a sexual choice).

Although her mother was single, her mum often bought men back to the house for the night. She had a regular fella who she had over often, but every so often she'd have a guy that both her daughter and I'd never met before. All the men she bought home treated her with respect and treated us with respect as well. Her mum had a good eye for men who were sexually charged but with good character.

One of these men which her mum had bedded, really had an effect (in a good way) on my GF. My GF openly let me know that she thought he was so very hot and sexy and wanted so badly to sleep with him. My GF ended up bedding this guy who her mum had seen, about two weeks after talking about it. I thought it was so hot that my girlfriend was so sexually promiscuous. It was such a turn on.

A little time after she turned 19 she and her mum moved interstate for her mothers work. Sadly as neither of us were independant enough financially to move out together and make a life for ourselves, we ended up going our seperate ways. This girl has never left my memory and I still hold her very dearly in my memories for her sexual and social thoughts and personality, her sexual appetite and sexual desires as well as her gorgeous smoking style which included often giving me smokey kisses which I loved. Once the internet became more populated with information on looking people up in searches in the early 2000's, I tried many times looking for her. As much as I tried, she couldn't be found. I resigned to the fact that I wasn't going to find her again and moved on with my life. I still have a lingering taste of finding another female one day who enjoyed that same "unclean" act. Thanks to this girl, I have an insatiable fetish for females with a sexy flirtatious smoking style as well as sexual promiscuity.

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I had a girl like that from my college days. She loved kissing me with smokey kisses and giving me sloppy smoking blowjobs, too. It drove me to become bisexual as I wanted to be her doing those things, too. She spurned my sexual revolution. I can't thank her enough.
 

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