a lifelong addicktion begins ...

i've been asked on several occasions how my passion for worshipping BIG cocks and swallowing hot cumloads got started ... well, here it is, folks ....

my life as a cocksucker began at the age of 11, servicing my older brothers … i still remember how it all started … i had pissed both of them off about something (although to this day i can’t recall exactly what that was) and i’d taken off running out of the house and on into a secluded patch of woods near our home, my brothers in close pursuit behind me … they finally cornered me under a large oak, my eldest brother mike (17 at the time) telling me i was “gonna pay” for what i’d done earlier … and as he deliberated precisely HOW i was “gonna pay”, a devilish smirk slowly materialized on his face …

mike pushed me down to my knees, and motioned for my other brother frank (15 at the time) to come in closer … he whispered something in frank’s ear, and the very same devilish smirk i’d seen on mike’s face began to emerge on frank’s … they began to undo their belts, and i recall an initial wave of panic coming over me, thinking they were going to use those belts on me as punishment … but as they lowered their pants and boxers to reveal their stiffening pricks (and their true plans for me), my panic was suddenly replaced by a nervous excitement as a growing tingling sensation overspread my groin area …

the three of us shared a bedroom in those days, so i’d already seen their big dicks from a distance (while inconspicuously “asleep”, i’d observe each of them jerk off from time to time), but never like this … their immense rock-hard cocks were now mere inches from my face, and i remember being overwhelmingly mesmerized, breathing in the musky scent of their teen crotches, my eyes drinking in every detail of their veiny, throbbing shafts … as i recall it all now, it plays back in my head in nearly frame-by-frame slow-motion … mike grabbed the back of my head, pressed his precum-soaked cockhead to my lips, and whispered, “suck it…”

… i suppose i should have felt somehow “coerced” at that moment, but i didn’t (or if i did, it only lasted mere milliseconds) … for, as i opened my mouth and felt mike’s thick shaft slide between my lips and along my tongue, i was immediately overcome by a sense of pure fulfillment, of pure joy, of pure PURPOSE … it was an epiphany of sorts — i suddenly knew that this was WHY i existed, this was what i was BORN to do … and as i instinctively sucked my brothers’ cocks, it seemed the most natural act in the world for me …

from that day forward, any time i found myself alone with mike or frank (or both of them), my lips were VERY willingly wrapped around their big dicks (they're both VERY well-endowed) … i sometimes thought it odd that neither mike nor frank ever did any sucking of each other (well, not in my presence anyway), but then i figured, it meant more for me! lol … i could NEVER get enough of their huge cocks — or for that matter, their sweet, thick cum, of which they each possessed a seemingly ENDLESS supply … i still remember my “record” at the time was swallowing EIGHT hot loads in a row out of mike during one looooong suck session on the night of his 18th birthday (oh, to be 18 again, eh? *sigh*) … it became a constant craving for me … on occasion, i’d even crawl into mike’s or frank’s bed and start sucking them off as they slept – i used to LOVE nursing on my brother’s completely flaccid penis, feeling it grow and thicken in my mouth – one of MANY cocksucking sensations i still totally get off on …

my role as their “suckboy” continued until mike, and then later, frank, moved out to attend college, at which point everything unfortunately changed … when they’d come home for visits, that same familiarity among us had inexplicably disappeared, and sadly, i never did get to suck either of them off again … i don’t know whether it’s out of shame or embarrassment or who-knows-what, but to this day, each of them (both are now married with kids) has acted as though NONE of this brotherly sexual activity ever happened, never acknowledging how often their cocks had been in my mouth or how many thick, creamy loads they’d shot down my throat over those few years … i’ve since given up trying to broach the subject with either of them anymore, as all i’ve ever gotten in return is extreme frustration and a hot load of denial … lol … but man, i would still LOVE to suck either (or both) of them off again sometime, if given the opportunity …

thankfully, i at least still have my memories of those years… and to this day, i’m grateful to both of my brothers for my fortuitous indoctrination into the eternal worship of big cock and hot manseed … thanks, mike and frank, from the bottom of your little brother’s cumdrunk heart!! :biggrin1:
disclaimer: it's certainly not my intent to offend anyone with my story (if u're offended, i sincerely apologize!) — for the record, i am not in ANY way condoning or advocating incest or molestation of ANY kind; i merely want my narrative to be a truthful one ... thanks in advance for understanding!

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I enjoyed your story. I have had discussions with many friends and lovers over the years who have had some kind of sexual encounter as a youth with a sibling, cousin, close family friend or neighborhood playmate. It is very common and I believe that kids have sexual desires many times before they even understand them. I have a female cousin who I used to have weekend sleepovers with, and we fondled each other because it felt good. We were probably around 13 and 11 years old, but I cannot quite remember. It only happened a few times. I remember that I felt guilt about it because somewhere in my mind I felt I was doing something that was wrong, but I enjoyed the sensations that happened when my pussy was stroked.

Your story was sexy to me--because you enjoyed doing what you did and it was your own sexual awakening within a context that you had a lot of control over and safety because it was with your brothers. Thanks for the honesty.
 

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