Im so sorry this has happened to you. You said “no” several times and even one time should have been enough. This was not your fault. I know what you’re going through and it’s really fucking hard. Don’t be ashamed to ever seek help. You weren’t at fault that this happened to you.
There’s a phrase, it takes two to Tango. You may have had a lot to drink but you were level-headed enough to tell him in the kitchen you were only going to make out. You very clearly kept telling him no in the bedroom.
Although he should not have gone against your wishes/demands, it also seems you were thinking clearly enough when headed to the bedroom that you should not have invited him to your bed.
You are upset about losing your first time but when you find Mr. Right, it will be an entirely different type of experience and it will still seem like a first. I had casual sex with a lot of people but my first male lover and my wife, who is the first and only woman I have loved, still stand out in my memories as my firsts.
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