The biggest part of my physical take-back of my body and mind is done. Healing is my focus for the next few weeks, and planning for my next steps.
My Bowflex and Treadmill are going to get beat the fuck up once I'm ready to get back at it, and I have several plans for tattoos and a few skewers to add. My clit will look delightful with a bit of sparkle.
I will always hold a grudge against this body for everything it put me through, but I refuse to let that dominate my feelings about my only true home in this physical world. I'm going to look amazing, feel amazing, and I will be able to ride his cock for hours without needing to catch my breath. I will be his favorite sex toy, and he will not be able to get enough of me once I get me performing at my peak ability.
I'm a bit anxious about what sex will be like after everything... I won't deny that there is significant fear surrounding how different it might be for me. I'm not going to pressure myself or put expectations on me that may leave me disappointed in myself but I am staying positive about the fact that this is going to make my sex life what it was always supposed to be. Pure recreational pleasure for OUR sake.
So here's to MAKING myself a badass, because I always fucking have been. I just gotta remind me sometimes: Stay bad as fuck bitch.
My Bowflex and Treadmill are going to get beat the fuck up once I'm ready to get back at it, and I have several plans for tattoos and a few skewers to add. My clit will look delightful with a bit of sparkle.
I will always hold a grudge against this body for everything it put me through, but I refuse to let that dominate my feelings about my only true home in this physical world. I'm going to look amazing, feel amazing, and I will be able to ride his cock for hours without needing to catch my breath. I will be his favorite sex toy, and he will not be able to get enough of me once I get me performing at my peak ability.
I'm a bit anxious about what sex will be like after everything... I won't deny that there is significant fear surrounding how different it might be for me. I'm not going to pressure myself or put expectations on me that may leave me disappointed in myself but I am staying positive about the fact that this is going to make my sex life what it was always supposed to be. Pure recreational pleasure for OUR sake.
So here's to MAKING myself a badass, because I always fucking have been. I just gotta remind me sometimes: Stay bad as fuck bitch.