About me!

I just wanted to take a moment to thank each and every one of you on this site for celebrating Yourself. Bravo on being so open and not afraid to express yourself for the beautiful sexual beings you are. God made us all and gave us wonderful gifts between our legs to bring us infinite joy. Thank you for being REAL men and not letting societies idiosyncrasies mask your ability to be yourself.

I am a 55 y/o MWM and I am Straight. I do love both male and female genitals, but have never wanted to do anything with a male other than jerkoff and enjoy the beauty of their God given gifts between their legs. The thing is and I figured it out long ago...
Many men feel by looking at other cocks they have something qrong with them. But as a male you have always been programmed to think it was weird or gay to look at another man's equipment. So we didn't dare, even though we wanted to. We grew up loving our own cock but couldnt look at others. Even though the human body male or female is beautiful. And as a male we have always found our cock and balls amazing. So all our life we want to look and admire but couldn't.
So when we finally look, our brain is programmed to say its wrong. I have an average size cut cock, 6 1/2 depending on the day and the temp of the room..... LOL! I am straight and I do find the human form beautiful. To me sexuality is amazing. A cock and balls are just as beautiful as a wonderful vagina. I truly love to pleasure myself and I love to share that with others that too like to share their self love making.


I guess it all started 41 years ago while in middle School I had a close friend that would stay overnight on some weekends. One night he was at my house and my parents went out for the evening, my friend Steve asked me if my dad had any Nudie magazines. I said yes and brought him in to my parents bathroom and showed him the stack. My dad had both Playboy and penthouse, to me I didn't know the difference. We grabbed a few and took them back to my room. We sat next to one another on my bed and started looking through them. Steve said the penthouse are the best because they show the pussy, as Playboy just shows the hair. And he showed me the difference. He would point to a place pussy and say he wished he was inside her with his dick. He asked if I would mind if he played with his cock? I'm like sure, I guess. He pulled his pants down and up popped a skinny firm dick with an abnormally big head, well it was bigger that my dick head. He started rubbing his hand up and down on his dick as he turned the pages. I asked him how it felt and he said do it. So I too started. It really didn't feel great to me but I kept doing it. After about a half an hour or so, he said he was ready to shoot. I'm like what do you mean. He said when it feels really good you start spraying out white stuff. He said to me he was gonna fuck the centerfold. He kept rubbing his cock and pointed at the up close pussy in the centerfold. He said I'm gonna shoot.... All of a sudden white thick liquid started to cover the pink pussy on the centerfold, with every rubbing more shot on to the page, the pussy was completely covered.


I said damn I want to do that!!!! I tried and tried but it never felt good. I had to figure out to make this happen. I practiced and played every day for weeks. Nothing. The next time he stayed over he said use some hand lotion. I filled my hand with lotion and started rubbing, and definitely started to see how this could feel good. I tightly gripped my penis as I rubbed up and down and as I would go over the head it felt extra good. So is started focusing my rubbing on the head, damn did it start feeling good. I kept rubbing and rubbing and the intensity was amazingly enjoyable. All of a sudden every muscles in my body shuttered and I started filling my had with that warm fluid.. Fuck did that feel good!!!!!

Needless to say I couldn't jerkoff enough after that. Steve stayed overnight at my house almost every weekend, we jerked off all the time. We would make games, who can shoot farthest, most, fastest, you name it. If we were fishing behind my house we would pull out our cocks and start stroking. We did this for 4 years into I went to college. And no more.

Many times I thought about it and how great it was to have such a good friend. Someone to share such a personal thing with without being judged. After all, we all do it. So why is it so tabboo to do it together??? So here I am!!! Looking for the same thing a special friendship!!! Unfortunately, it is not that easy to find someone, someone safe, sane, someone that doesn't want more, someone that is not going to ruin your marriage, etc, etc, etc.

To me it is an amazing feeling to be able to share such a personal part of my life with someone else that can relate to what I am feeling. Another male understands exactly. To share something that could never be discussed with others. Society is so fucked up! It’s so fucking SAD, how many MEN want this and Society has made it almost impossible to find and if you are lucky enough to find it, you have to hide it. Dammit, it is sickening. It’s alright to fish with a buddy, watch a football game with several buddies, but we can’t mention the “M” word for fear we will be shunned by society, by friends, by family. All men Masturbate!!!! Yes I said the bad word, no it’s not Bad!!!! It’s a good and completely natural word. I want so badly to be accepted by those that are no different than I am. Come out and be able to say say, “Hey, I am thinking about going home and ******* a load, want to join me?”. Yes that is so far from were we are in society, but dammit we can hole through sites like this, and people like us that maybe someday people will be open enough to share something so natural. NOT Dirty, Not Perverse, not strange, not gay, not weird, not bi!!!!!!! Fucking Natural!!!! Just feeling comfortable enough to be nude with another male is a turn on in itself.

I love to make my cock cum and love sharing the experience with other guys. There is no better feeling than ******* a load with another guy. I love my wife and love sex with her, but mutual Masturbation with another male is such a freeing experience.

My turn ons are as follows: I love small tits, thin toned, shaved pussy females. Male and females genitals really get me going, seeing another guy stroke and cum, well I guess you get the picture. I am not one that likes to edge for long periods of time, however I like to jerk with someone that likes to cum together.

Ok, I hope I haven't bored you to death, or left you wanting to call the suicide hotline.....LOL.


Summing it up, I love to jerkoff, I love to share that with someone else, I love my cock and balls and body and love to take pictures of them. So tell me what do you think? Are you into being online buddies? I am looking for a friend that loves his cock as much as I love mine and is not afraid to be open and share photos of his cock, stories of experiences, maybe cam on Skype, etc. I do not do phone!! If I sound like a good match for you and what you are looking for, let me know.
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