Are my wants that alien to other guys? None of the guys I've dated have understood. Many of the guys I've encountered don't understand. The only guys I've found that understand are the ones from my fraternity or Lacrosse team. Wouldn't the world be a better place if guys were able to have close ties and feelings for other guys? Not talking about the sexual aspect. Ever had a good hug from a close buddy? There is nothing like it. The day Matt and I fell asleep on the same bed, that was awesome.
Male bonding has been and seems it will be a big necessity in my life. I suppose a lot of gay guys confuse it with a fuck buddy. I admit, a couple of guys I'd fooled around with, but there were plenty that I didn't. Too many guys let society put that pressure on them to be these big hypermasculine beasts. I don't think guys were meant to be like that. We have emotions too. Most keep them bottled up for fear of ridicule from society.
I guess this is my addictive personality coming out. I experienced male bonding in the past and I continually crave it. And I have for some time.
Male bonding has been and seems it will be a big necessity in my life. I suppose a lot of gay guys confuse it with a fuck buddy. I admit, a couple of guys I'd fooled around with, but there were plenty that I didn't. Too many guys let society put that pressure on them to be these big hypermasculine beasts. I don't think guys were meant to be like that. We have emotions too. Most keep them bottled up for fear of ridicule from society.
I guess this is my addictive personality coming out. I experienced male bonding in the past and I continually crave it. And I have for some time.