Awkward Moments

i have been a nude model since I was in college. It was awkward as a first year college student to get up on a model stand bare ass naked in front of a large group of students, some whom I knew. However the most awkward moment in almost 20 years is what I will share with you here.

I was in my early twenties. I posed for a drawing class at a community center. One of the artists was a woman in her mid forties. After a few weeks of classes she stayed behind afterwards and asked if I ever modeled for people in their homes. She wanted to get some extra practice and would pay the same rate I made for the class. I had done that numerous times so I said yes.

I arrived at the time we agreed on. She answered the door and invited me in. We walked through to the back where she had an easel set up in her family room. We got going, with me doing some short poses to loosen up her drawing hand and then moved on to 15 and 30 minute poses. Then she told me her son would be home soon.

She explained that her husband had died several years prior and her budget would not allow her to always have me or a model come in so she was going to have her son start modeling for her. She wanted him to see me posing and also wondered if I would help him get started. Just then he walked in. I had envisioned a kid and he ended up being a grown man who was in college.

He was surprised to see his mom with a nude man in the house. She told him she splurged to hire me and if he was going to live there rent free and expect her to keep paying for his food, etc. he needed to start helping her by modeling for her so she didn't have to spend money for models. He said, so you are expecting me to get naked? She said yes and it's no big deal. He said it may not seem like a big deal,for you because you aren't the one getting naked in front of his mother.

I felt sorry for the guy. His mother was basically telling him he was going to be her model or he was moving out. She told him to undress. He said you mean right now with him here? She told him I was going to show him how to pose. She said she was going to leave the room for a few minutes and give him time to undress and I could give him some pointers. She walked away.

Her son said this is so fucked up. I told him I felt sorry for him to be put on the spot like that and I also understood how weird it would be getting naked in front of his mom because my mom had seen me posing nude at an event when I was about his age and it was horrifying, but once it happened it really put me at ease. Reluctantly he got undressed.

When he was fully nude he turned to face me. I am bi but at that time I was living with a guy and fully immersed in the gay lifestyle. This guy was handsome, had a great body, and had a hairy chest and foreskin I was envious of. I found myself attracted to him, but the situation was awkward enough without me getting hard or making it even weirder for him so I went into teacher mode and put my luaty thoughts aside.

I gave him a few tips on modeling poses and then his mom came back into the room. She stayed very professional, as if he was just another model and he eased into being nude in front of her for the first time since he was a little kid. He and I posed together for two poses and then I stepped aside and left him as the sole model. Whatever awkwardness he had felt seemed to be gone and he appeared to be a natural model.

The mom paid me to model one more time so I could coach her son a bit more. Again, we posed together and then I let him go. Afterwards I never saw his mom again but he and I became friends. He was totally straight and had a girlfriend, but I told him I was gay and it didn't bother him at all. I also told him it had taken willpower the first time I saw him nude not to bone up. He laughed and said when he saw my dick that first time he thinks his must have shrunk up in fear of having to stand next to me. He actually had a nice package with about 4" of thick cock with a long foreskin extending past the head and a hefty pair of balls hanging pretty low.

He ended up modeling at a local college and I kept seeing him for a couple years. We lost touch when I moved to a different city for a job.

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@kittryingthisagain
I thought so it was creepy at first but changed my mind. For it it was total practicality and them working together to support themselves. She was responsible for supporting him at that point and could sell her art to help pay his expenses. Because it was his expenses she felt it was appropriate.

My mom saw me nude at about the same age he was and it was indeed awkward but after that initial feeling I also realized it wasn’t a big deal. My wife and I have taken our kids to nude beaches several times and they have become very comfortable bring nude. It is not the norm for a mom to see her adult son nude but it really isn’t creepy or perverted. The guy I wrote about ended up enjoying posing and did it at his college so he could help his mom with expenses.
 
Somehow, it seems nonsensical that we could "feel" uncomfortable with our nudity in front of our parents. Throughout my childhood my mother reminded my sister and me about our "natural" condition of birth. Nakedness is necessary. As a teenager, I would have potentially been chastised if I thought that I could avoid being observed naked. Consequently, I don't recall ever appearing nude in front of my parents after leaving home for college. Horrifying or creepy? I don't know. Then again, I can't imagine my reactions from an experience that I never encountered.
 

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