So I'm going to be visiting my folks soon and can't wait to see my friends and family. However their is a complicated situation, with me and one of my friends.
See one of my friends and I have been sort of having an affair for almost 3 years now. We've been friends for a long time, and it started when he found out my size. Well one drunken night we compared cocks. After that it would progress a little more,hanging out naked, watching porn etc until one night while very drunk I sort of groped him in his sleep (I felt like such a creep, even though I was so drunk I had no idea what I was doing) he woke up and we went to the bathroom and gave each other head. (From what I can remember) After that things kind of cooled off then another drunken night we did the same things, got drunk and I gave him head. This was the beginning of the affair.
Now here's the thing, not only did he have a gf at the time, he is engaged now. He has cheated on her before, and in my opinion he's with her because he can't get anyone else, he's a great guy but very socially awkward around people. The last time we fooled around though, I felt very guilty. Strange thing is every other time I didn't have any problem but that time I felt like I was fucking up his life.
Now I'm going to go see him and at this point I know our friendship is kind of to fucked up to go back to normal. I know I'll want to fool around with him again and that I'm not good at turning down temptation. I just don't want to screw his life up.
See one of my friends and I have been sort of having an affair for almost 3 years now. We've been friends for a long time, and it started when he found out my size. Well one drunken night we compared cocks. After that it would progress a little more,hanging out naked, watching porn etc until one night while very drunk I sort of groped him in his sleep (I felt like such a creep, even though I was so drunk I had no idea what I was doing) he woke up and we went to the bathroom and gave each other head. (From what I can remember) After that things kind of cooled off then another drunken night we did the same things, got drunk and I gave him head. This was the beginning of the affair.
Now here's the thing, not only did he have a gf at the time, he is engaged now. He has cheated on her before, and in my opinion he's with her because he can't get anyone else, he's a great guy but very socially awkward around people. The last time we fooled around though, I felt very guilty. Strange thing is every other time I didn't have any problem but that time I felt like I was fucking up his life.
Now I'm going to go see him and at this point I know our friendship is kind of to fucked up to go back to normal. I know I'll want to fool around with him again and that I'm not good at turning down temptation. I just don't want to screw his life up.