Well, it's another night, spent at the computer, jerking off to gay stories on solo touch, and pics on this site. All the while my wife is in bed,
sawing logs.
I feel very gay inside, but if i let it out, my wife will want me out of her life and my kids along with her. I cannot be without them on a daily basis. I've got friends who have left their wives, and now barely see their kids, let alone have natural relationships with them.
At the same time, i am leading my wife along, as i expect to leave her once the kids leave.
I will be writing more about this internal turmoil over the coming weeks, and would welcome any input from like minds on line here. cheers
sawing logs.
I feel very gay inside, but if i let it out, my wife will want me out of her life and my kids along with her. I cannot be without them on a daily basis. I've got friends who have left their wives, and now barely see their kids, let alone have natural relationships with them.
At the same time, i am leading my wife along, as i expect to leave her once the kids leave.
I will be writing more about this internal turmoil over the coming weeks, and would welcome any input from like minds on line here. cheers