Blank woman

I just spent the greater part of the last 4 hours staring at the walls, the sofa across the living room, the basket of laundry, the chandelier in the dining area, the t.v. that is not turned on......in total silence, just thinking. Too much is going on and yet I feel as though I'm doing nothing about any of it. For me, that is way out of the norm. I'm the one who usually sprints into action but here I sit staring at the wall, sofa, basket, chandelier, blank t.v. Yep, blank woman. I'm numb to my own feelings right now; surprised, hurt, pissed. Yep, I'm choosing to be blank and numb. Because truly I'm an idiot that is fully aware of the fact that somewhere along the way, a little part of me fell...yes fell in...eyes wide shut.

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Are you alright? If you need anyone to talk to - pm me....I'm a good listener, ok? *hugs*
 
If life got u down and hating it don't dwell on the bad things u fail at but the good thing u soar at so with that said open the blinds and let the light shine in put on your favorite song turn it up dance and sing around the house or 1st drink a red bull then the latter ;-) oh dont fog over shine!!!
 
Thanks everyone. I've just been overwhelmed with a lot and the latter part of the week past, ugh...too much at one damn time. Made my list of priorities and checkin it twice. Geez Mizz Claus. lol
 
My pecker??? hahahaha now that shit made me fucken laugh! hahahaha I'm a woman. Sure I got silicone peckers that are always up....hahahahahaha thanks I needed that ;D
 

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