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I am not going to break it all down here and now, but I’m beginning a next step in life. I don’t know where it will all lead, but basically it’s choosing to unashamedly, courageously go for what I want in life. There are a number of goals I’ve held close for years. Too nervous to dare to go for...
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Beauty gets a bad rap. Yep. It’s true. Beautiful people can make a day better. They make bad moments not feel as bad. This is both inner and outer beauty. Outer without inner simply breeds contempt in those around you. But both in the same person makes a wonderful human that everyone wants to...
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Hey! Just stopping in to say I’m doing better and appreciate all the love, prayers, good thoughts and even the horny comments :p over the past couple of months. Thank you all. I’ve been seeing a therapist to talk through thing in life. It’s helping a ton and I’m finally feeling somewhat like my...
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Adrift. Weak. Terrified. That’s how I feel lately. Five days ago a major traumatic event triggered buried trauma I buried 25+ years ago. There was no way in that moment to avoid the reality of being pulled back to old terror. I am shaken. Terror is a feeling foreign to me as a man, but I was...
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Thanks to @JadedViolet for sparking this thought with her status post. “Be in peace being unprecedented” Powerful. Terrifying. Empowering. Depending on your state of mind it can be any one of these. Why is being unprecedented so daunting? Because when you’re unprecedented you don’t have a...
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I just want to say thank you to you. My last blog post was unusually heavy and dark. I did not know how you (my freak friends) would respond and honestly I would not have been sad with no replies. You replied with concern and care when you owe me neither. I appreciate that. Truly. I came...
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This is the hardest blog post to start yet. It’s to be expected due to the nature of the topic. Ok let’s go stream of consciousness. The world got crazier and even heavier over the past 18 months. I spent a portion of that time trying to remain lightweight in a heavyweight world. I remembered...
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Words are the most powerful creation in our universe. Actually do words create or are they a creation themselves? I’m leaning towards both with an emphasis on the creative power of words. Think about how powerful words are. There isn’t a single great or terrible idea that has been shared without...
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Confidence is a tricky thing, isn’t it? Have too much of the wrong kind and it’ll blind you with arrogance. Have too little of the right kind and it’ll freeze you in uncertainty and fear. If you really think about it confidence is how the world was built, designed, torn down, rebuilt...
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Have you ever thought what we are saying and feeling when we “miss” someone? It’s a fascinating emotion. You realize that the absence of an individual’s presence causes feelings of...what? Sadness? Longing? Nostalgia? There are likely dozens of right answers to this, but regardless the end...
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Stress. 2020 in one word. Sometimes I feel like I can brush it all off. Sometimes it feels like the stress will swallow me whole. Intellectually I know to talk about it, but that is easier said (haha) than done. Lately I’ve noticed it’s impacting my sex life so I’ve taken to working out 4-5...
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Anal. For some it’s the holy grail for others it’s their worst nightmare. Some will say it’s their favorite sexual act while others will call you a sadist for even laying a finger on their cute rear star. Me personally? I love giving anal, but I have little experience. Pet has not allowed it...
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I’m not sure what’s going on. For the past 3 days I have felt the need (and followed through) to have sex at least 2-3 times each day. I don’t know why or what’s going on. Usually I’m okay with sex 3 times per week. I know this is a “good problem” to have, but I’m just curious why it changed...
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You told me that porn isn’t real life. You said it’s a distorted view of reality. You said yoga classes don’t come with hot naked people. To thee I say BEHOLD! Naked Yoga. This is a creation directly from ancient spirituality...and porn dreams. However it is real life now. If you’re in a major...
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When does a sexual desire or preference become a fetish? Where is this line and have you crossed it once before? Twice? I like cunnilingus. No. Let me rephrase. I fucking love eating pussy. I love everything about it. I love the folds of the pussy. The taste. Labias major and minor. How it...
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Are you happiest holding the leash or wearing the collar? This is a simple question, but the answer could be the start of happier sexual play. Some people will read that question and be offended on behalf of the parties involved. Those people aren’t a part of this scene and that’s ok. Now to...
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Feeling a bit frustrated and vulnerable today. A family member criticized me on something’s they don’t like about me. I take critique deeply from those whose opinion I hold in esteem. I don’t completely agree or disagree with the criticism. I feel like they took some things I’ve said and done...
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This is nothing different from you or your family, but I just need to share it anyway. I’m fighting for positivity now more than anything. It’s hard to be positive with the way things are now (Covid, shelter-in-place, no work). I am better off than some people because I’ve been fortunate to save...
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Ok. Let’s see if I can explain this properly. I used to be very ashamed of my sexual interests and kinks. As I entered adulthood I learned that certain kinks were not acceptable of a socialized educated person. Specifically...I enjoy bondage and inflicting pain. No that does not mean I enjoy...
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The title above encapsulates my struggle with writing. If you didn’t know I struggle with writing at times now you know! In real life I speak through a stream of consciousness instead of thinking my thoughts through. I have always been this way and it works for me. Face to face I’m a pretty...

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