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I don't think there could be a better time for me to win the lottery... I've (almost) seriously contemplated moving to a forest somewhere and fending for myself. Lol. That has to be less stressful than dealing with financial issues. I feel like I'm spinning my wheels... pedaling furiously...
I was just sitting here thinking of how awesome my boyfriend was and decided to blog about it. :tongue: I'm not trying to argue that he's better than any of YOUR boyfriends, but he is by far the best man I've ever been with, and this is why. 1. Emotional honesty. I've never met a man that's...
I know a few people here have been sort of "following" my relationship with the new boyfriend, and I haven't given any updates in a while. So here we go! We're still doing great and still going strong. We've been together just over 5 months now. He just went home today after having been here...
Today was a good day! I'm sad it has to come to and end. The boyfriend came into town on Friday and stayed until about an hour ago. We had a great weekend together with friends and my family. We baked together (cookies and English bread pudding, yum!), watched movies, went out with friends...
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I know some people have been curious about my boyfriends size, and I keep saying I'm going to measure him but never have, until last night. His dick is exactly six inches in length, measured along the top, not bone-pressed. I measured his girth in three places since he gets thicker from head to...
Back in February of 2008, I wrote a fairly long blog about how much anger and resentment I held towards my now-39 year old brother, Matt. He'd been battling a cocaine addiction for 15-ish years and I had grown beyond tired of his antics. His drug problem continued to get worse. He started...
This is a phenomena I've experienced in the past, but never quite on the same level that I'm experiencing it with my boyfriend. Have you ever found someone deeply beautiful? Male, female, whatever... Just been attracted to and in awe of every single part of their anatomy? This may sound...
So... my sons father is in prison (again). Not jail, prison. Not any real surprise, he's been in and out of there since I met him 12 years ago, but this time it's hardcore - 12 year sentence. Maybe they finally got tired of his shenanigans. On 09/13/2012, he was sentenced for four total...
Wasn't sure how to title this blog to best describe exactly what's going to be said here. In 2 days, my boyfriend and I will have been together for 3 months. Since meeting him, some really odd changes have taken place within me, and I'm pretty sure a lot of it is hormonal but I'm not really...
Do you ever feel like you are more of a hassle or burden to someone than you are worth?
Normally full moons don't affect me much, I just notice other people acting weirder than normal and just have a general feeling that something odd is going on. It usually isn't until the end of the day that I realize it was a full moon, but I can tell that it is. Yesterday was different. My...
It's always tough to make a decision to do something when you know that decision is going to crush someone you care about. It will be better for them in the long run, ultimately, and better for me too, but I'm having a hard time convincing myself to move forward with the decision because I know...
Not all Sundays are bad, in fact not every part of the Sunday is bad... but when Drew comes over anymore, it's to stay the entire weekend (which I freakn love). He comes over Friday, usually within an hour or so of me getting off work, and he stays until late Sunday night. Saying goodbye is...
Maybe in another life I could find you there Pulled away before your time I can't deal it's so unfair You were only 59 years young. I wasn't ready to let you go, but for some reason I'd always felt that you'd die young, before your time, before I was ready. I knew when I was probably 12...
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Today started out pretty shitty for me. I woke up exhausted from not sleeping well last night and had menstrual cramps to top it off. Work didn't really go well, the day dragged on forever, it wasn't fun. Then my boyfriend told me that he got called off work tonight for lack of stuff to do...
No, I haven't had conversations with God. At least, not that I'm aware of. I'm going to quote here an excerpt from a book entitled Conversations with God, written by Neale Donald Walsh. I refer to this book as my "Bible" as it is essentially that. When I'm in a dark place, when I'm...
I'm going to preface this blog post by saying that this is clearly 100% my own personal opinion, and I'm not trying to speak for another man/woman on the subject of size preference. I've said for years that size doesn't matter to me, and some recent personal experiences have been my catalyst to...
I should be in bed right now, but I wanted to type this out first. Drew and I just got to spend the entire weekend together and it was pretty great. He normally works weekends, but he went in Friday and was told there wasn't enough stuff to do so he got sent home. That sucks for his paycheck...
Just realized how long it had been since I'd posted anything about my weight loss. Ya'll probably thought I gave up, huh! As of last night at the gym, I've lost exactly 20 lbs since July 20th of this year. It isn't something that I've noticed so much in how my clothes fit (maybe a little...
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Back in the day, 10+ years ago, I considered myself a writer. I haven't had the urge to write now in eons. Years. Last night, I just kept thinking about Drew and this whirlwind romance we've been having, and I was itching to write. So I grabbed my notebook, laid down in bed, and started...

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