[SIZE="4"I think all of us have concerns about the way we look and the way we think view us. As a guy who is now approaching the half century mark ( I'm 45), I've FINALLY begun to accept things that I have long struggled to acknowledge. Since puberty (and actually ever since then),I've considered and am considered handsome. Not "drop dead George Clooney "handsome but always found myself attractive to people who I was attracted to (for the important relationships,of course). But other than that, everything else has taken some time to accept. First, I'm short. I'm 5'7" and I weight about 165-170 pounds. Good tone,runners legs (I used to run), pretty much in shape but not a gym bunny. I was about 11 when puberty started to make is descent into my physical and I panicked a little. I was short,I started to grow hair on my chest and it was looking as if my missed the invitation to the "grow along" party. On top of I was then about 5'5" or so and wore a size 10 shoe. Well, I thought this could be good news because it meant that I was going to get taller. I did get taller but only by about 2 inches. I felt as if I could easily audition for a part as a hobbit or get a job at one of the Disney parks. Buy the time I was 18, my cock finally kicked into gear. I was okay with the way it came out-nothing special,nothing over the top. When I saw some of the gyms in the showers after P.E. naked, they were without a doubt "over the top". Being very insecure about my image, I always wore dark clothes and nothing that would accentuate my feet (never,ever converse high tops!). The hairy chest was okay but it didn't seem to fit me. I wasn't the hairy bear type. Masculine yes,rough around the edges,no.My features were softer than most hairy guys. I had(and have)a high sex drive. I love sex...it's healthy,it makes you happy and it beats the hell out of jerking off. I was sleeping with both guys and girls in high school and college,got married, had two boys and get divorced 12 years later. I learned some good techniques along the way and my partners were pretty happy with my performance and I felt the same way about them. After getting a divorce, I had the unsettling urge to sleep with only men-which I did and still do. I'm a top who loves getting his cock sucked. I had more sex during this period than anytime before. It was about this time that I would hear how special my cock was,how big it was, how thick it was,how it was perfect for sucking and so on..... I heard some of this before but not like I was hearing from these guys.Like everyone else, I wanted a bigger dick but,I did what I could with what I had and I really never had any complaints. Then I started to notice that, with a few exceptions, I always had the bigger dick. I never did a lot of bath house performances, so I could never compare with a large group. I really felt "my size" when i would visit my blowjob buds. One day at the way, I was getting undressed after a work out and heading out to go home and shower I still didn't feel comfortable showering in public). There was this guy who would be working out at the same time on the same days. We always said hi and greeted each other and I did notice that he was liked to take a little longer glance at my crotch and what I thought were my legs. Anyway,I was getting undressed and I had my shoes on the bench and he remarked how he liked the style. Being basic black and Nikes, they were nothing special to me but I said "thanks" and let it go. I mean what else do you say? Then he asked what size I wore. Now I knew were this was going. I wear a 12 or 13 in athletic and a 12 in dress shoes. These happen to be a 13. It did something for him and it actually it started to do something for me. He made a remark about the usual comparison issues about shoe size and cock size. I thought it was a little bold on his part but I appreciated his direct approach.He was a good looking guy,tall and I thought he was kinda hot. Well, we wound up going to my place,showered and was totally into cock and foot worship. I got REALLY turned on by what he was doing although I'm not turned on by feet in the least. He was hitting zones that I never had registered before. It wasn't only great sex,it was liberating. It opened up something that i had repressed for years and it allowed me to accept something about myself that had caused me to feel uneasy and inferior. So, from that day on, I never hide anything about any part of my body. I eventually had 6 pairs of Chuck Taylor's and Vans and all these shoes in great,vibrant and "take a look at this"colors. People noticed, some laughed,some started to salivate. This guy is still a good fucbud and I'm going to download some pixs he took of my cock with my NB's (athletic shoes turn him on big time). So, this is a good example of how sex can be great therapy and how if you're open to explore and let things happen,you may discover more about what turns you on and how healthy it all is. As far as the cock is concerned, I'm going with the consensus and feel it's not a stretch to consider myself "well hung". Finally, I like what I see in the mirror and I like watching a big part of me slide in and slide out of my partners mouth and down that nice,warm throat!
BTW: it measures 7.5 and about 6 thick-and I couldn't be happier:smile::smile:
BTW: it measures 7.5 and about 6 thick-and I couldn't be happier:smile::smile: