My new friend and I are in a weird place. I picked him up because he needed a DD and well he made a pass at me and we fouled around and made out. I know he was using me and probably knew I wouldn’t say no. He said some nice things to me about how he wishes he could be the one for me blah blah.
Now that I look at that night. That is low key toxic behavior. I’m good enough in a pinch but not all the time. I got caught up in the attention. Now he’s been on the apps all day looking. So I don’t know why I’m bothering myself with a man like this. I want to be done chasing him, just to be let down again.
I want to stay friends but I don’t know if it’s worth it.
Now that I look at that night. That is low key toxic behavior. I’m good enough in a pinch but not all the time. I got caught up in the attention. Now he’s been on the apps all day looking. So I don’t know why I’m bothering myself with a man like this. I want to be done chasing him, just to be let down again.
I want to stay friends but I don’t know if it’s worth it.