Can't sleep

Haven't felt tired tonight and it's hard to get to sleep. So I was on that social network seeing what friends and family are up to these days and low and behold a friend commented on the ex's status. What a trip down memory lane. I miss his mom and sis. Great ladies. But the trip down memory lane with regard to him....dead end with a detour. Note to self....get an updated GPS.

I have been laying here thinking for a good hour about this man and my parting with him. It was the right decision for me. But some days I feel myself harboring some kind of anger toward him and I really want to just shove my fist right into his face then I'd feel so much better. But I know violence in anything is never the answer.

Okay, done with my ramble about that assmuncher. Now about work....ugh. I'm feeling a little stressed. I took the job knowing that one major portion of it I'd no longer have to do once spring semester was over but here it is the beginning of fall semester and I'm still reconciling all 10 medical, dental, vision, self-billing, etc that my employer provides. This duty was to be handled by HR since the HR person is the benefits person also. I took over a major duty that was hers as well, payroll. I love my job but I'm getting stressed. Okay enough complaining about that too. After all, it's payday. LOL

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Stress isn't always a bad thing. But I see where your coming from. And with bad breakups or ones that were overdue, some latent hostility is always bound to be there. You did the right thing, let it come, recognize it, then let it pass. Kudos to you. Now about the stress I've been trying some deep meditation lately and its working wonders. 20 Mins twice a day. I'll find the title of the book, very short. Its simple. Just repeat the mantra, let the thoughts come, never fight them, and always "favor" the mantra instead of fighting it. There is more but my stress has gone waaaay down. Things that used to piss me off aren't getting under my skin as much. I'm not trying to preach but when I hear about a stressed out person I think about how stressed I was and still am. So hope that helps. Please pm if ya want.
 
I think he deserves the 3 stooges move....belly and head rub with a poke to the eyes....:spank:<<<< or this...lol
 
I think it might be ok to think about the past, if only to remember why the present is so dang awesome. Also i second what Intrigue said. Don't worry though, things will get better with time. :)
 

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