Cylus' big fucking rant

I'm a cheater.

I thought I'd feel more guilty about it. Funny when you surprise yourself.

I came clean about LSPG to my husband a week after signing up. Showed him all the pictures, all my activities, my posts--gave him full disclosure. We fucked like rabbits that night. He thanked me for trying to improve our relationship by spicing it up, even if he wasn't exactly comfortable with the method.

Slowly, gradually, he has changed his mind and now resents my time here. Demanded I promise him fidelity. If 10 fucking years together can't prove that, fuck it, call me a cheater.

Shame me and the joke is on you when I own it.

While we're on the subject, fuck monogamy. I married because we had trust, not because of some antiquated notion that I would belong to someone. That someone is entitled to me.

So many of you guys were giving my old man props for being so cool. I thank you all but he isn't known for his consistency. Save your props for all the hot members--not the fantasy of a fantastic husband.

And now a declaration: My name is Buck...

No, I'm kidding. But fuck me running, he has me in a catch 22.

Comments

I think you like it here because you can share openly without the threat of condemnation from your friends. I do to. What is his big problem with that?

You keep on sharing and we will keep on reading. I, personally, love your blogs. Please keep writing and sharing and just ignore the intolerant person. Hope to read you soon!
 
I do like it here and while sharing openly is part of it, I love having a voice again. Thank you, need2b, glad you've been enjoying the blogs--me too!

And, Horny, honesty always screws me in the end. I've been investing it in the wrong person, I guess.
 
I don't know what to say... At least your finding your freedom. Meaning your existence takes flight, but your heart will always stay. Unfortunately your man won't see it as so. Some don't know how to find themselves until a nudge happens. Glad your finding yourself, though it maybe costly.
 
Ugh, I just found this...I'm so sorry. I truly hope this will ultimately lead to a happiness and fulfillment you haven't had the chance to experience before; preferably with the person you've loved for the last decade. And I hope he realizes that "demands" don't have a place in a healthy relationship.
 
Speaking of inconsistency, he just fucked me silly again. /rubs chin So... I think this means we're cool again. We are... such a roller coaster. He explained it 'felt like cheating' and I'm not really a cheater, but he got spooked by all the cocks (as he said this, I was miming sucking off a cock while giving 2 handjobs and a footjob--and I made him laugh).

Note to self, fuck em and make em laugh.
 
at least he has got his head back around it and dont look at it as cheating as i never did when i was in a relationship it only becomes cheating if u met up with someone off here and actually had more then u should
 
just keep him and yourself well fucked and thing should be fine. Tell him being here turns you on and there is only really one person that gets to benefit from a horny wet sexy Cylus and that is him. Now go fuck his ass. ;)
 
My final post.. sorry for all the probs you are having with your man. You approached your rant with amazing humor (love it) ... there are good ones out there. My husband really does deserve the props these guys give him. We hae rules in our game play ... perhaps you and your guy should set some rules... I was concered over you "getting your voice again?" (I never lost mine....wow) ...

Proceed with caution and keep your emotions in check with these guys ... online fun and in person fun can be a GREAT addition to your sex life... if both agree that it is fun and you keep your heart in the right place. I love my guy and he knows it... He also knows I love big cocks... and he sees this as his "gift" to me... to give them to me either virtually or in person...

good luck girl..

FP
 

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