Having a fear of meeting someone for the first time. You actually send and receive pictures, still you wonder is this a lie. You finally meet up after a hard day. Seeing the person and finding them suprisingly pleasant. A bit of small talk. A few drinks and getting to know each other. You find you are attracted. Not just physically. The place closes and you head off for a nightcap. You enjoy the tactile fewl of this woman and want to be with then. Pleasure is on your mind. Self satisfaction comes after. You want them to know they are more than an object.with 2 busy schedules, you hope there will be morw. You wait and hope. Baited yet happy.