Day 1 on Invega......

And so far, all ist gut.

Able to maintain a solid erection a lot easier. I was surprised at how hard I got.

Also, my mood seems a bit better. I thought the withdrawal from Geodon would be worse....but it's not bad. I take my Geodon (old bipolar med) once a day now, in the morning for one week. Then just drop it like a bad habit.

The hard part is, my cousin, who shares my weakness for liquor and other extracurriculars, advised me to steer clear....I really want to make an effort to try to avoid that and see if this Invega can make me feel better. I want to go a month without liquor or extracurriculars. That's going to be fucking hard, though. What will I do in my spare time, other than jack off?

Still haven't heard from M.....too bad...for her.

Hmm....all I keep thinking about is my ex-girlfriend sitting on my lap. Now she's dating my friend. I would have loved to fuck her. Dumb story. We were making out in the all women's dormitory on campus, she was sitting on my lap (of course i was rock hard) and we were making out and it was 4 in the morning. And I said, oh, I'm tired.

I think I might subconsciously have had a desire to not have sex, because I've screwed up a lot of times when I could have had sex. It's kind of funny if you look at it from a detached p.o.v.

Heh, and then I sent her boyfriend, who is also a poet, my poem all about my cock, and I haven't heard back from them since. I wonder what Becky thought of it. Haha...I'm such an asshole.

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hmm....well, i'd need an e-mail address first. i'm not going to post any to this site. i think everyone i interact with on this site seems legit, but there might be some trolls who rip me off or something if I were to post on the fiction boards and I want to get famous off it so I never have to work again...
 

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