Sometimes it's easier to tell strangers. They don't know your history so they don't have any preconceptions or judgements about you. It's a clean slate.
You tell strangers things because confession is good for the soul and this well, its even more anonymous than talk to a priest behind a screen.
Sounds to me like you are clinically depressed. I know you're a broke college kid, so you probably have no money for a therapist, but you should go (NOW) to see someone at the college mental health department (assuming your college has one). They can help you find someone to help you with your depression, be it talk therapy or chemical help.
I havea friend who's recently started taking Prozac, you wouldn't BELIEVE the difference in him! He even says he feels better than ever.
Please go talk to a therapist. If nothing else, please call the local suicide hotline and talk to someone (its anonymous too) before you that a final, irrevocable step.
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