Guys,
More than 10 years I keep my secret from everyone that I am gay. Being gay in Indonesia is not a simple life. I often feel jealous when some of u have a fine partner, u can do what u wanna do. U can hang out and get married with someone u really love. I really scare if I must reveal what my sex orientation. Government and social environment never give a place for a gay. I have a boyfriend, but I must get broken heart twice, because he leave me for a normal life. He can't face social judgement. I won't blame him. To carry on my gay life, I just collect beauty hunk pics, gay movies, etc. Well guys, what supposed me to do? Is it right what I have done?
More than 10 years I keep my secret from everyone that I am gay. Being gay in Indonesia is not a simple life. I often feel jealous when some of u have a fine partner, u can do what u wanna do. U can hang out and get married with someone u really love. I really scare if I must reveal what my sex orientation. Government and social environment never give a place for a gay. I have a boyfriend, but I must get broken heart twice, because he leave me for a normal life. He can't face social judgement. I won't blame him. To carry on my gay life, I just collect beauty hunk pics, gay movies, etc. Well guys, what supposed me to do? Is it right what I have done?