I guess we all have them...dreams. For some people they may seem odd, for others they are quite moderat.
I have one too...and yes, it's not an ordinary dream. I bet you people must think I'm a strange guy. And maybe I am?! But still...it's a dream and it has haunted me for a long time. Actually it's a quite harmless dream. No one will get hurt or get ruined. Okay, my dream goes like this...I'm on web cam and having a show. Playing with my self, talking to guys and showing off...everything. But someone are recording my performance and sharing the whole videoshow on the net. What a thrill that would be. Just the thought of it makes me hard.
I don't know why this dream situation speaks to me so clearly? Perhaps the feeling of "lost control" ignites me? If someone asked me if they were allowed to make a record of my show, I would say yes...with no hesitation.
Is this obsession my own, or is it a common orientation? I don't know...But it's still a dream of mine!:biggrin1:
I have one too...and yes, it's not an ordinary dream. I bet you people must think I'm a strange guy. And maybe I am?! But still...it's a dream and it has haunted me for a long time. Actually it's a quite harmless dream. No one will get hurt or get ruined. Okay, my dream goes like this...I'm on web cam and having a show. Playing with my self, talking to guys and showing off...everything. But someone are recording my performance and sharing the whole videoshow on the net. What a thrill that would be. Just the thought of it makes me hard.
I don't know why this dream situation speaks to me so clearly? Perhaps the feeling of "lost control" ignites me? If someone asked me if they were allowed to make a record of my show, I would say yes...with no hesitation.
Is this obsession my own, or is it a common orientation? I don't know...But it's still a dream of mine!:biggrin1: