Early in the morning

I'm up long before I need to get out of the house. The bf is downstairs and I took a trip over to gaytube.com to take care of a little business. I don't think my meds are affecting me as much as they used to. The sex drive is coming back pretty nicely. Hopefully I won't be as frustrated as I was in my early 20s about how often I have sex.

Last night's dream had me up early. In the dream, the bf decided he was going to cheat and tell me about it. That did not go well. But, as I suspect he already has in real life, it's only a matter of time before I find out.

I was talking with my bud in C-ville. He was telling me about a guy that works for him. He managed to catch this guy naked in the lockerroom. He said the guy was huge soft. My bud is at the very least bi, but slowly moving towards that gay life. He doesn't want to be gay, so I don't know. His and my relationship with each other is interesting. My therapist says we were dating without the commitment part. Since my bud is paranoid about being found out, I'm the only guy he messes around with. My last visit to him...it was like we were boyfriends. I feel bad because I know if he ever decides he's gay, I'll drop my current bf and go to be with my bud.

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