Emo crap.

[FONT=Verdana,Arial,Helvetica] For a long time, I cared for myself very well and I looked 'great'. I find myself unable to even care anymore about my personal upkeep. I care enough to be aware of that fact but not enough to do anything about it. I haven't even photographed myself in ages, as you can see in my gallery - too ashamed.
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Syddy,
I don't know the background of all this but, really, why? You seem like a super great guy to me (I'd hang out with you no problem!).

As someone that feels very lonely myself, I've honestly found that most of my issues lie within me. It is me who holds myself back. It is me who looks negatively upon my physical looks. It is me who looks negatively upon my personality. It is me who does not let me have fun.

Why in the heck would you be ashamed to take pictures of yourself. You are an attractive guy, even to me. And from all the posts I've seen, I've enjoyed reading what you have to say.

Maybe you are like me and you care too much about what others think of you instead of just doing what makes you happy.

PK

PS - And what is wrong with being Emo? Or are you using that as a derogatory term where someone is overly emotional and stops caring about themselves?
 
It's definitely me holding myself back and berating myself on a lot of things. My big problem is I find myself unable to 'brainwash' myself like the rest of the world can. Even homeless people can trick themselves into happiness - something I can't seem to do.

I was using emo as a derogatory term. :x Being emotional is a totally different term from 'emo', to me, even though 'emo' is just an abbreviation.

And awwwr! <3 Thanks.
 
I have a hard time brainwashing myself too - you are not alone.

I actually have a hard time hanging around people that seemingly go through life unchallenged (because life is truly peachy for them or they just shrug everything off as if doesn't matter).

I wish I could skate through life like that, but instead, I feel like I get shat on more than anything.
 

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