End of the week

So, the week has come to a close. Alls well that ends well. Don't have much to complain about. Really, when you think about it, I have nothing to "complain" about. I have plenty to be annoyed by though.

My therapist and I talked about my past relationships and my aversion to emotional intimacy. Man, that's a subject that can go on and on. Overall, I have had 4(5) relationships. Of which I was in love with 2(3) of them. I put those number in parenthesis because I was in a relationship with a guy and didn't realize it because I was still in the closet. I know that's kinda hard to swallow (no pun intended), but I just was very naive when it came to all things gay back then. The other relationships were just something I went along with. Which was wrong, but I let them go on for far longer than they should have. For the record, I'm not in love with the guy I'm with now. This is more of a cohabitation (is that a word?) thing right now.

One of the guys I work with was telling me about a site that has a bunch of job listings for jobs working for the Army as a civilian. Some of those jobs looked really good. I've got to rewrite my resume into a certain format so I can get it accepted to be looked at. Good stuff.

Well, my sex drive is still giving me trouble. In a "positive" manner. I'm horny pretty regularly now. One of the commenters here told me to go out and meet a guy. I've been getting a single jo in per day, but that's not enough. I'm still not getting fully erect solo, but as another commenter said...I'm just enjoying the feeling and I eventually ejaculate.

Off to bed.

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