Lately, everyone I know that is around my age has a baby. Out of all the students I graduated with two years ago only about 5% had children. Now, about 30%. Everyone having a baby is having some kind of effect on me. When they have the baby they look sooooo cute. I wanna hold them and I love children. Now that I see everyone having children I feel like I want to pop out a baby. I know I can't afford one, I don't want to change stinky diapers or wipe boogie infested noses or wake up at 3 a.m. to a crying baby. Maybe I have this idea that babies are perfect. Am I too young to be having these thoughts of me holding my own child in my arm? Once, a girl told me that she had no pains when she was in all natural labor. My grandmother told her to "shut the fuck up" and told me that she was lying. I have this desire for children but I definately can't afford one. I have college and so much ahead of me. I always said i'd wait till i'm 30 to have kids but now seeing babies everywhere is driving me crazy! What can I do to help with this urge? At 19 I shouldn't be having strong feelings toward concieving a child but that's where I find myself.