EXHIBITIONISM DRIVEL - part 10

Cock beauty: my narcissistic love affair with visual presentation of my partially erect cock. I'm not always becoming erect when I observe my plump cock's beauty; oftentimes, my cock is just adjusting to "heat" conditions. Those are the times I've received the most compliments about its size. I imagine due to the admirer being curious about its potential growth to full erection. Knowing how much larger it becomes keeps me busy. Depending upon my nudity's venue, it can lead to an eight hour masturbatory edging session like this past Saturday.

In conversation with another LPSG member, I've learned some of us utilize various ointments to maintain our partial boners. For the past twenty years I've been utilizing cock rings. Having an intact foreskin, I'm usually capable of camouflaging the cock rings. I achieve great visual presentations of my flaccid cock becoming plump, but the ring' constriction effects can lead to erectile discomfort. It's not as enjoyable as the natural fluffing that occurs as my cock adjusts to the "atmospheric conditions".

As my most ardent spectator of my cock's special beauty, I'm going to start experimenting with its beauty treatments today. I haven't shaved my pubic area completely smooth this season, yet. That might become my first step today. Difficult to determine as I begin stroking my plump cock while typing these words. My exhibitionism today will be directed towards an audience of one person (Me, myself), and potentially by accident my wife.

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@pp_ryder :blush: over 40 years of her observing my masturbatory exhibitionism, I attempt to conceal the masturbation. She doesn't mind my nudism, but fears neighbor complaints. We had one file a complaint 35 years ago when we lived in the "big city".
 
The neighborhood we lived in at the time consisted of duplexes, and the complainant lived on the second floor two houses away from our house. Police showed up to investigate at my house while I was sunbathing in my backyard wearing skimpy running shorts. Fortunately, I didn't have an erection at the time, but stated they could understand reason for the neighbor's complaint. The nylon material of my shorts were semi-transparent, and the outline of my "large floppy" left little to one's imagination:innocent:. I was somewhat encouraged to continue sunbathing by our next door neighbor, because she wanted to observe the "nature of the complaint" according to my wife.

Reflecting back on that event, I was enlightened to potential "criminality" of exhibitionism. The complaint against me was a "civil" matter, since there were no additional witnesses. I was mad, but also scared about my consequential reputation and "perversion" assumptions. I became much more cautious while sunbathing in my yard. It may have accelerated our decision to rent both units of our duplex, and purchase our current home in rural suburbia:cool:.
 
An interesting observation made by @pp_ryder:idea:
I had forgotten how my reactions towards other exhibitionists had evolved over the years. I'm realizing much depends upon the situation and locale. Inadvertent exposure vs. obvious display for enticement must be considered, also. I can examine personal erotic behavior changes made by me over the years, and know I behave differently in various environments, but had forgotten my critical analysis of "inappropriate" behaviors.

The following example is sensual, and would stimulate an erotic response by me today, but in 2003 I reacted differently. I felt empathetic embarrassment for the poor fellow (Bob). My wife and I had become frequent visitors to a clothing optional beach, and learned about appropriate behavior from naturists, i.e. not to display "eroticism". With every visit to the beach we developed new friendships with people from across the state, neighboring states, and a few European visitors:cool:. That's how we got to know Bob.

We had gotten to know Bob pretty thoroughly after numerous conversations. He always arrived at the beach alone, and would frequently set up his umbrella next to us. He was a recently divorced school teacher from another part of the state. It became evident to my wife that he was "shopping" for another partner. It took me awhile before I could agree with her, because it was a rarity to observe a single woman alone on the beach. One day a single woman passed by our location, and Bob was immediately upon her. The poor lady barely had a chance to undress, and Bob was standing in front of her in deep conversation. They must have had mutual interests, because they continued gabbing for over an hour.

:rolleyes::blush:My embarrassment for Bob occurred later after they had taken a dip in the river. They were having an extended discussion while standing, facing each other a few feet from my lounging position. There were at least a dozen others that could observe Bob's cock as clearly as I witnessed it develop into a rigid, upright erection. It was actually an amazing display, because his chilled, flaccid cock transformed itself in under three minutes in the sunny warmth:yum. My disillusionment for Bob occurred as he failed to conceal his aroused condition. I was worried that he would be chastised, embarrassed for him because he might not understand proper etiquette, and mad that he potentially intended to think he could seduce the lady with his hard cock:confused:.
 

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