EXHIBITIONISM DRIVEL - part 11

Mixing eroticism with nudity: I've managed to detract from my joys of naturism freedom. My personal love of daily masturbation has begun to overwhelm the natural pleasures of being nude. My voyeurism tends to suffer likewise. Instead of appreciating the great artistry expressed in the beauty of our bodies, I've begun focusing on the erotic expression of arousal. As I continue to become more "mature" in my thinking at 70 years of age, I hesitate to pass judgment upon my masturbation "maturity", but am still mad that my community permitted our government to shut down our clothing optional beach four years ago.

It's great that LPSG has given me a forum to explore my inner confusions. I probably "learned" the benefits of journalizing my thoughts 35 years ago, but always desired more feedback on my insanity. My sane mind would never think of the potential benefits of sharing those thoughts with a psychoanalyst. My secret self appreciates all the replies that I receive to my blog entries. Hoping to receive more feedback from everyone:cool:
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I can appreciate your early exhibitionist habit and wow, nice one to be able to see being a voyeur! For me it was exactly this sort of "show" that turned me on rather than seeing fully naked guys, imagining what was hidden in the jocks/briefs and shorts so I was able to enjoy naturism for what it was - a pleasure to be naked and clothes free.
As long as I can remember I have been a masturbator and when the erection came I used it till I had used my energies in satisfying my carnal desires.
Over the years there have been more and more clothes free locations shutting down, the remaining ones being on the surface nudist hangouts but with an undying tendency for sexual sports. I have nothing against sexual shenanigan's and have enjoyed observing many couples coupling in various positions - and pleasured myself while so doing and often being requested to join in.
This sexual permissiveness has been totally enjoyable but has called into question do I like being naked to be clothes free of to indulge in sexual games?
 
Thanks @chrisrobin:) -- after reading your reply, "naked freedom vs. naked erotic behavior", I happened to think about the added constraints imposed upon us by social isolation necessities:(. More to explore in my self analysis, later: unamused:
 
Social isolation has had its ups and downs, down meaning less opportunity for "erotic sexual behaviour but more time to enjoy being naked because I didn't want to wear clothes. At first I shunned the idea of being clothed because I wasn't going anywhere and the only callers were delivery guys till eventually I honed in on either silk shorts or bikers jocks. I think this was my exhibitionist side coming out, catching site in a mirror or reflection, enjoying delivery guys looks while being almost naked and nude. It did lead to one adventure which made social distancing ever more erotic!
At the end of the day we are men who enjoy the bodies of guys either to admire, and be admired by and so the naturalism on one hand is a lure to the fulfilment of a sexual fantasy
 
Figuring this is a fitting spot to report on my 48 hours of continuous nudity this past weekend. Facets of my erotic behavior was stifled by outrageously high heat indexes that affected me physically during the final 24 hours. My campsite this weekend was partially obscured from cruisers. It gave me the opportunity to enjoy naturism thrills without constantly displaying my partially erect cock prepared for closer attention.

I had plenty of opportunities for sexual encounters this past weekend, and began patting myself on my back for abstaining. I wanted to investigate @chrisrobin's thoughts about my nudity thrills changing into erotic exhibitionism. Within my first couple of hours camping, I observed one guy jerking off, and I began stroking my erection to help him get satisfaction. Surprisingly, he shot his load in a few minutes, and moved along before I began feeling any intense pulsing within my groin. My cock remained partially erect for the remaining six hours of daylight viewing, and I delighted in displaying it to about a dozen guys and gals. I declined three guys desiring to to bring me to complete "firmness", and the offer of tasting my cock:blush:. I'm thinking I was probably feeling the initial effects of heat exhaustion:worried:. By the time the sun was setting, I had crawled into my tent to beat my cock for three hours. I fell asleep without ejaculating.

The next day I avoided a couple that had previously found my cock attractive. Previously the guy had expressed interest in observing his wife giving me a hand job through to my ejaculation. She had tried on three occasions, but never completed the act prior to her husband needing his ultimate satisfaction. I'm pretty sure that I was ready for cock play, but lacked the energy to become very rigorous. At the showers, I observed an older gent becoming plump as he patted himself dry. He commented on my cock's largeness, wishing he had a comparable size. I expressed a desire that my cock was as thick as his:yum, and thought his cock was gorgeous as I grabbed it for closer examination. He immediately continued expanding, explaining his healthy 73 year old cock was a "grower". His knob was so gorgeous, I had to suck on it for a few minutes, and feel his erection begin throbbing. My cock didn't respond by becoming more erect, so I assumed the heat had destroyed my desires for erotic expression.

I crawled into my tent early again my final night. I didn't jerk as rigorously as the preceding night, but shot a huge load after about two hours, and fell asleep prior to 9 p.m. I awoke at 6 a.m. and began stroking my cock some more. Throughout the following six hours, I felt my energy continue to decline. Each time I began approaching a firm erection, I needed to "rest":confused:. Four different guys approached plumping up their cocks desiring to play around, but I declined expressing my physical exhaustion. At my final shower prior to departing, my cock wouldn't become plump while sharing naked time with a couple cute girls exposing their shaved pussies. Women usually don't comment about my cock's appearance, but they had an opportunity to observe my flaccidity with complete foreskin extending an inch plus over my glans. On my drive home, I barely stroked my cock, and needed two rest stops during my 90 minute drive time.

My hydration level has increased, so I'm at the point of attempting more exhibitionism in my yard this afternoon. I've been recovering for almost 20 hours while completely bare in my air conditioned home. My cock has responded continuously for the past six hours to my gentle stroking, so I'm anticipating an explosive orgasm prior to falling asleep tonight:yum.
 
Sounds like a very instructive, for you weekend along with helping a couple of guys achieve ejaculation So pleased you enjoyed the older guys cock and sucked it for a while - was it really very thick? Bet he wished he's had a completion. Cas see from that pic of you naked and shaved why you are so much of a magnet, personally I don't go for shaved guys but in your case the smoothness of it became part of the whole, size, foreskin and shape - beautiful, no wonder guys want to play and suck, one look and my cock would rise to heaven as I dropped to my knees.
 
Recovering from last weekend's grueling heat took more effort than I imagined would be necessary. My physical lethargy kept me from masturbating at my usual daily pace. No prolonged edging sessions, and a couple days I didn't strive for an orgasmic ejaculation prior to falling asleep:confused: - I didn't even check out LPSG for five days.

YES @chrisrobin - his cock was thick. My best guesstimate is that its circumference was greater than six inches in comparison to my cock. His knob's coronal ridge flared larger than his cock's shaft:yum. I'm pretty sure he didn't "need" an orgasmic completion. Perhaps, at some time later? We continued to discuss his pretty, thick cock for a few minutes while his erection subsided, and he stroked it a few times for me to observe it grow again. He never really expressed any erotic urgency for satisfaction as I've observed in younger guys.
 
Some guys get of with a silent internal orgasm when they know their cock is being admired in all its splendour. An orgasm is a pretty exciting thing all the same and to be invited to hold a cock and watch one happen is pretty amazing. His thick ridged cock sounds so impressive I would have admired it for hours.
 
Thanks @Nexolaris for reading my blog - it brought me back to this bit of "drivel". I had missed @chrisrobin's Aug. 2 response, and am realizing the reasons that I need to return to that campground. This summer has been extraordinarily great weather-wise for exhibitionism, but the socialization climate contrarily isolating:(. I was beginning to doubt that I could find the energy for another excursion this year.

Today I am inspired:). I am going to start hinting to my wife that we need to plan for next week end's camping excursion, since it will be the "end of summer". Should she not desire to go, I will at least be prepared for a "spur of the moment" departure for more exhibitionism thrills:yum:blush:.
 
I spent some time in my car wearing a mankini this last week - mostly at a seaside car park!
Now as you know its all revealing and yet all covering. Some guys clocked me as they walked by looking at my tit rings and bared chest, a few wandered back closer to the car to see what I was wearing down below. My mankini was adjusted so that by bush and cock ring were on show plus a decent cock forward bulge, for hot looking guys I leaned well back.
My original intention was to see how long I could maintain a semi erection without actually playing with myself, having a secret stroke and even enjoying an ejaculation, this was to be my time enjoying my almost naked body being observed, to find out if I would eventually have to have a hands on or could I stimulate and orgasm hands free.
Alas a few guys wanted to explore my body, hold my throbbing back and hot balls and taste my juices, so, I laid back and obliged them, eager mouths drinking in my flesh and teasing my body requiring nothing in return more than a shot of hot cum to wash round their mouths before swallowing. Alas I didn't find out if I could mentally stimulate an orgasm, but maybe next time ...
 
:(:rolleyes:Autumn is here. Terrible pandemic season with social isolation kept me from enjoying ideal summertime weather conditions for my exhibitionism habit. I fear that next summer will become a repeat of this past summer:broken_heart::bomb:
 

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