EXHIBITIONISM DRIVEL - part 2

Exhibitionistic cock display maturity?

Continued "social distancing" keeps me focused on adjusting my display, and becoming more aware of my immaturity. It's somewhat frustrating as the first day of summer arrives, my wife has become the only person I've shared my total nudity with during the past three months. Fortunately our weather has been fantastic for nude sunbathing in the backyard. I can remain nude for much of the day justifiably, and randomly display my partial boners as I continue extended masturbation sessions throughout the day as I feel my cock plumping with this entry's composition:).

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My exhibitionism has revealed my dependence upon voyeurism. I am voyeuristic. I realize that I'm attracted to erotic visions of healthy body development, and not towards older, advanced-age physiques. I need to adjust my personal philosophies to accept the revulsion potential from my audience. Am I becoming more mature?

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Lovely reminder about possessing an inner child @cityson:cool:.

:blush:I avoid letting my wife observe my stroking activity. She used to chastise me when she observed me stimulating my cock at nude beaches, or while I was sunbathing nude in the yard. Lots of my partial boner display to her nowadays is for the illusion of "normalcy". She's probably understood my exhibitionism better than me during our 44 years together, but I pretend ignorance:confused:. Currently, my efforts towards maintaining my plump cock appearance is for future nude camping. The clothing optional campground has become mainly gay with a lot of cruising. Over the past few years, I've gone there alone many times. I won't be able to this year due to our pandemic, but I want to share cock admiration amongst campers with her presence:).
 
Thanks for taking the time to respond!

Perhaps exhibitionism is a lot like alcoholism - YOU are the last to admit you have an addiction : ) The good news about the former is that there are no bad side effects, at least none I know of.

You are doing a great job in regards to maintaining your plump cock appearance. Looks very convincing to me.
 
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:rolleyes:Perhaps there are negative aspects of "exhibitionism addiction" @cityson. As photoshop exposes' enjoy observing, I desire to display my cock in a plump condition vs. completely flaccid. True naturists frown upon erotic display which creates an internal philosophical sense of hypocrisy for me:(.

My favorite attraction is observing erotic development of naturists, and it is wrong for me to reciprocate:confused:. My voyeuristic quandary!
 
Many true naturists claim that being a naturist/naked in nature has got nothing to do with sex. And I am inclined to agree. Just because you like to be naked around other people, or expose yourself, doesn't automatically mean you want to have sex with anyone and everyone.

That said, this is not the same as there cannot be an erotic feeling or even tension in clothing optional situations.
 

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