In order to face the reality of my exhibitionism development and my lack of recognizing my "advanced age" that precludes my ultimate intention, I must continue to evaluate my personality evolution
. Confusing ...
... just an innocent attempt in pursuit of attention
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That is not a photo of mine, but it exemplifies the "style" of my exhibitionism reached at 22 years of age in 1972. My personal identity and development remained stunted at this stage. I was a Viet Nam war veteran returning to college.
This could be considered an accidental cock exposure, and that I was innocently unaware. Actually, I spent many hours perfecting this "innocent exhibitionism". This was only one form of innocent exhibitionism that I developed over many years.
Most of my subtle exhibitionism existed while I was completely clothed. I spent inordinate amounts of time perfecting my wardrobe. I was constantly aware of my "crotch display". Living with the illusion that women were attracted to my long penis, I never wore underwear, so my cock would dangle down my tight trousers' leg. With constant adjustments to my display, my cock would remain semi-rigid with the additional stimulation from the fabric of my pants.
That is not a photo of mine, but it exemplifies the "style" of my exhibitionism reached at 22 years of age in 1972. My personal identity and development remained stunted at this stage. I was a Viet Nam war veteran returning to college.
This could be considered an accidental cock exposure, and that I was innocently unaware. Actually, I spent many hours perfecting this "innocent exhibitionism". This was only one form of innocent exhibitionism that I developed over many years.
Most of my subtle exhibitionism existed while I was completely clothed. I spent inordinate amounts of time perfecting my wardrobe. I was constantly aware of my "crotch display". Living with the illusion that women were attracted to my long penis, I never wore underwear, so my cock would dangle down my tight trousers' leg. With constant adjustments to my display, my cock would remain semi-rigid with the additional stimulation from the fabric of my pants.