As my relationship continues to wind down and I watch the younger guys go by, I get the chance to reflect on my guy/guy experiences.
My first gay sex experience was awesome. We did it in every room in the guy's house. I didn't know a lot about sex at the time, but Jason certainly showed me the ropes. My second experience would be my worst in my lifetime. All the ones after that have been pretty good.
My experiences with bfs have been nothing short of disasterous. I just can't seem to find a right guy to be with. Not "the" right guy, but "a" right guy. Someone that will work with me in a relationship.
I can't help but wonder if in the back of my mind, there was a fantasy going on with my joining a fraternity and playing a team sport. I had the experiences in both groups and I "claimed" that I only was involved for non sexual reasons. But when the opportunity arose, I was right there. Maybe I'm not as pious as I thought. :-/
Bed time.
My first gay sex experience was awesome. We did it in every room in the guy's house. I didn't know a lot about sex at the time, but Jason certainly showed me the ropes. My second experience would be my worst in my lifetime. All the ones after that have been pretty good.
My experiences with bfs have been nothing short of disasterous. I just can't seem to find a right guy to be with. Not "the" right guy, but "a" right guy. Someone that will work with me in a relationship.
I can't help but wonder if in the back of my mind, there was a fantasy going on with my joining a fraternity and playing a team sport. I had the experiences in both groups and I "claimed" that I only was involved for non sexual reasons. But when the opportunity arose, I was right there. Maybe I'm not as pious as I thought. :-/
Bed time.