My exhibitionist study continues: IF THEY ARE LOOKING, why not give them a SHOW
From commentary in EXSTUD - 1.0 (credit @the_need_is_) - I am reminded of the changing aspects of our masturbation routines over time. This has guided my thinking towards the details of my exhibitionistic beginnings. This entry is meant to provoke debate about my insane thought processes.
It is other people that created my exhibitionism. I'm a creation of my environment. You want to see my cock, so I show it to you. I think you want to see how large it is, and that excites me. I know that it becomes larger. If you are looking I will give you a show, because you are giving me attention. I want you to like me, so I will continue improving my show.
Return to my age of innocent activities. I was unaware that my boners were an indication of erotic proclivities. I just knew they felt nice, and possibly indicated that I needed to pee. My sister's friends always wanted to view my underwear, and I never understood. I may have started understanding better when they began grabbing at my crotch in the swimming pool
. They were curious about our physical differences.
I'll show you, and you have to show me yours. Still innocent prepubescent behavior, I recall female classmates exposing their pantie crotches as they raised their skirts sitting across from me in school. What did they want me to reveal? I had no interest in seeing their panties. I still thought sticking my penis into their pussy was gross. It would take me a few more years 'til I became horny.
From commentary in EXSTUD - 1.0 (credit @the_need_is_) - I am reminded of the changing aspects of our masturbation routines over time. This has guided my thinking towards the details of my exhibitionistic beginnings. This entry is meant to provoke debate about my insane thought processes.
It is other people that created my exhibitionism. I'm a creation of my environment. You want to see my cock, so I show it to you. I think you want to see how large it is, and that excites me. I know that it becomes larger. If you are looking I will give you a show, because you are giving me attention. I want you to like me, so I will continue improving my show.
I'll show you, and you have to show me yours. Still innocent prepubescent behavior, I recall female classmates exposing their pantie crotches as they raised their skirts sitting across from me in school. What did they want me to reveal? I had no interest in seeing their panties. I still thought sticking my penis into their pussy was gross. It would take me a few more years 'til I became horny.